If it's MEANT TOO BE!!

I hold on soooooo dearly to this in every aspect in life... Life is full of surprise and Allah works in mysterious ways... So people keep on have FAITH in life you'll never know what is going to happen in the future... Oh 2014 I'm sooooo looking forward to meet you n you too serendipity... wink..wink.. hehehehe...okiess.....daaaaa ^_^

p/s = Adek F jgn lupe pinang ai next year hahaha... :p mamposss smpi tua andartu hikhikhik... but hey life is full of unpredictable series of events kn..so keep the faith...

THE SIMPLE THING...

Oh simple thing where have you gone?
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

Strangers, AGAIN!!!!!

“Our lives will continue on different directions toward the inevitable end, becoming strangers, again. And everything we shared will just become fragmented memories…from so long ago, I’ll question if it even really happened. And all that will be left is this, a box of random stuff, from a fated period of time when this stranger was the most important person in my life.”

So there we go again~~~ YOU & ME WE ARE STRANGER...

A wedding & Movie Marathon & zzzzz....

Last month I attended  ctot's cousin wedding reception...and it was held at Kelana Jaya... I did went for their wedding solemnization way back in June or July if I'm not mistaken. Biasa kalo dengan family ctot opcos ler datang not just for makan2 sajorkkk... kami2 yg anak2 dara nie kena mencemar duli menjadi gadis2 pemberi goodies bag. 

selain menjalankan tugas kami2 nie pun bergedix2 bergambar sana sini lah... mcm biasa acu sebagai ketua gadis2 goodies bag mmg havoc lah... si nabilah nurse yang balik kerje shift malam pun gigih jugak dtg siang tu... sian die skrg slalu kena shift mlm..

Modern wedding skrg nie mmg ada mcm2 props... makcik n pakcik sporting giler ber Mrs & Mr bagai... aku nie ske tgk mak n bapak ctot nie cos mak ctot nie very ler garang n riuh rendah tp bapak die relax n cool jek... even dieorg tak ber'abg2 sayang pun cos they called each other by their own name jek & makcik slalu membebel kat pakcik n pakcik slalu cracked unfunny jokes to makcik (ktorg pun terpaksa jek gelak kdg2 hehehe) tp they understand each other better dari pasangan husband & wife modern skrg yg gedix2 ni... persefahaman tu very subjective kan... bergaduh slalu bukan bermaksud tak sayang, ber'kau aku bukan bermaksud tak romantik btl tak??? Oh both of them really remind me of  Acix Nana & Yusman Fad abgkilat2 hahahah Mi-Shah & cik Mat jugak hihihih... *hish hati sendiri plak yg sayu tetibe (very der mengong lah aku nie) 

Nota kaki = kepada bakal laki saya, saya kuat ketawa n suka berangan n merepek2 kdg2 n ske sedey x tentu pasal n family saya nie is like a big jigsaw puzzle so kalo kawen dengan saya harap dapat bersabar n cuba faham saya yek!!!! n I will do the same thing to U too ^_^

(perlu lah kan ada benda alah nie -_-" )

Ok habis bab kawen2 so balik dari event tu aku trus balik kg BB lah...actuallykan siang tu dieorg sumer pi magic river tau n aku opcos ler tak hekot hukhukhuk...mlm tu pas dinner n lepak2 sembang tetibe dtg idea nak tgk movie citer hantuuuuuu.... so malam n siang besoknye jugak tu ber movie marathon ler kami....aku nie ske nk tgk citer hantu tppppppppppp....hehehehe bila part2 mcm hantu nk kuar or seram2 tu aku tgk la permandangan alam sekitar aku hahahhaa.... slalunye yg menjadi hantu adalah org2 yg berada d sekeliling la gamaknye...kami semua terbonkang2 time bermovie marathon nie... aku mampu bertahan 1 movie sajorkkkk n time movie kedua tu half way aku dah sampai london dah hahaha... apa lagi zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz....... Okies la tu jek yg nk citer hikhik..daaaaaa....xoxo

Exam Paper & Coffee & Dinner & Bff

Nie entry peram actually tp since aku dh buat draf so aku decide tuk publish kan sajorkkk la yek hehehe.... 1 fine evening couple of weeks ago ctotnye singgah opis aku ler cos katanye die nk ke Mid Val coz nak attend this event with clinique cosmetic tu... since I'm not in a very good mood at that time n she said I NEED A PROPER DINNER N A GOOD LISTENER so aku pegi ler hehe... while waiting for her to finish the event aku lepak lah kat starbuck to grab some caramel frap (wajib with coffee base hokay baru ada kicked) n tiramisu n mark my student's exam papers... waaaaa~~~ to my surprise very der productive lah wei menanda kat situ...should do more often lah mcm gini hikhikhik hish very der plastic  ~~ oh tiramisu kat situ is not my cup of tea lah *drolling teringat tiramisu kat Alexis hukhukhuk minus the cognac lah opcos....

Once the event habis, ngam2 la dah waktu dinner so we went resto hunting for food lah...at first nak pi tenpayaki sajork cos dh lama tak cekik bnd alah tu tp smpi jek mak aiiii bersusun wei org n bnyk menu yg dh abis sooooo we decide tuk pegi Pasta Zanmai la macam tu....rasanye mmg dh lama giler x g pasta zanmai nie n bnyk menu die dh berubah hukhuk... actually menu resto nie more to fusion lah..a mix of japanese & Italian pnya food..mcm kat atas nie ala2 miso based soup with mushroom & lala mcm tu tp noodle die buka udon tau tp spaghetti...serious sedap very the refreshing gitew... ctot suke la nie.  

Nie aku punya Omurice with beef in teriyaki sauce .... sedapppppppppp weiiiii.... tp aku rasa portion die bnyk lah cos aku serius tak abis...yg nie aku amik set so it comes with salad n miso soup... rugi kalo tak amik set cos just tambah 2 or 3 hengget sajorkkk... oh vinaigrette tuk salad die sedap very der nutty2 skit rasa die..

Yang in appetizer kami... portobello mushroom with smoked salmon... ctot suke gilerrrrrr bnda lah ini n aku pong ske gak actually hehehe... salmon die mmg melt lah dlm mulut... sesiapa yg diet aku rekemen korg cekik bnd nie.. makan seploh pong tak nangis hahaha.... ^_^ sambil makan tu apa lg duk pok pet pok pet lah molot kami2 nie... even aku n ctot 1 tempat keje tp kami jarang jumpa tau cos kami len depart, departing department hehehehe.... so once in a while kalo dpt lunch or dinner date mmg meriah la berciter bagai, kita kenalah slalu make time for our BFF hokay even kita busy mcm maner pun... so jgn luper yek nnt g singgah pasta zanmai nie g makan2 yek... hish rindu plak aku nak g plaza damas mencekik kat Aji Don Alley tu... seee kan aku dh kata aku sukeeeeee makannnnnn.... yelah2 nnt aku workout ler lebey2 kalo mkan banyak2 hehehe..okiessss..daaaaaa...xoxo

Thanks INSTAGRAM...

People said little thing can inspire you in a big way... yup aku sangat2 agree...kenapa??? One fine day duk g skodeng2 IG orang2 then g melawat IG abg kepada adek F then I saw this...suddenly reality strike.. hey instead of start wishing why don't u start doing it...wish2 jek sampai kiamat pong x jd ape kan...

aku nie kan sejak abis study degree dolo2 kan mmg mengembang gan hebatnye tau very the mabeles tau... aku nie mmg ske makan hehehe... makan is next best thing in life okay ^_^ dulu masa tinggal kat kuantan mmg rajin g berjogging kat hostel students..bila pindah bukit mahkota mmg sumer ke laut except masa aku aktif g line dance punya kelas mmg badan turun cepat cos tiap2 minggu g berjoget (very der kaberet plak rasanye hehehe...) then masa buat master lah amik kooooooo~~~ stress jek makan pastu slalu x cukup tdo kan so gedebuk la jadinye..bila tgk pic2 jaman mengkurus so ai jadi ler very der stress weiiiii...mcm pic bawah nie even takdelah mengkurus sgt pong actually -_-"

So start from that aku mengambil la inisiatif tuk buat aktiviti menabung lemak untuk bekalan d kemudian hari...aku perasan tau smakin mengmok2 kan semakin pemalas giler nk g shopping cari baju or kasut even aku nie adalah pengiler kasut especially heels....iyolah kaki aku nie dh lah maha besar kalo mengmok2 jd kembang mcm apam tau so kompem ssh cari saiz... last2 aku ske pakai flip flop sajorkkk...ctot kemain bising kat aku cos she said I've lost my MOJO hokay!!! nak mekap2 conteng muka mcm wayang pekji pong jd very der pemalas xde mood, pada hal dulu kalo makin aku stress bukan main bermekap2 bagai aku nie...so aku decide okay lah lets put a stop to this n jom g berJM smuler n g lari2 riang smuler a.k.a jogging ler...lg pun kat opis aku ada seorg adek nie die pun ada kesedaran tuk sihat cos tetibe aritu die kena sakit dada yg hebat n doc bising2 kat die..so die slalu g jog sensorg so aku ckp kat die xpelah ajak jela aku skali at least kalo ada teman idok ler bahaya sgt kan...

Motip kali nie bukan ler nak mengkurus mcm Gisele Bundchen or Miranda Kerr or apa2 lah tp just to have a health body jek so leh shopping kasut dgn riang tanpa riso xde saiz hikhikhik blh mcm tu??? ^_^ oh kejayaan yg paling best kunun2 lah pas dh slalu buat JM adalah berjaya panjat broga sampai puncak hehehe..adalah sangat berbeza tau stamina kalo berworkout dgn x workout... so skrg I try to workout at least 4-5 times a week lah...with 1 rest day n 1 cheat day... I don't focus sooooo much on weight loss lah tp just keep on workout jelah...n eventually the lemak santan berkrim tu pong will masuk tabung jugak kan..

Then every weekend aku akan membangkitkan diri tuk berjogging dgn rajin nye even kadang2 agak malas huhuhu~~~ so far very consistent jgk lah (oh best jgk jogging nie rupanye yek hehehe) 2 tempat yg aku slalu g kat tasek cempaka bangi n taman saujana hijau presint 11... I'm in love with jogging track kat presint 11 tu cos very the cantik n best jek aku berlari2 riang kat situ... last week bella join aku g melenjan lari2 kat situ... sooooooooooo aku sgt2 berharap aku leh beristiqomah ler dlm bt benda2 alah nie... even aku dh start workout itu bukan bermakna aku sgt kekwat x mau join agenda makan2 dgn rerakan...for me makan tetap makan hehehe (cos aku mmg ske makannnnnnnnnn) cumanye kalo aku makan bnyk aku kena workout lebih lah.... aku x paham ler org yg nk jg badan n skip2 makan nie...wei mkn lah weiiiiii!!!!!! hehehe...okies daaaaaa.... xoxo

Its U n ME alwaysssss n Forever~~

I'm a type of person who is blessed with having wonderful friends around me...ALLAH kan adil, disetiap kekurangan pasti akan diberikan kelebihan di bahagian yang lain pulak...aku kan kureng ONG a.k.a LUCK skit dh department familia n lovey dovey kan so ALLAH kasi sikit lebey ONG kat part friendship2 nie supaya aku tak rasa loser sangat hehehehe... THanks ALLAH ^_^  Among all my BFF, this person is one of the special one... aku rasa aku pun x hengat since when kitaorg start berkawan but tau2 jek kitorg dh berkawan so aku tnya mak aku how kitaorg leh kenal...mak aku kata since korg umor 3 tahun cos family die pindah area umah ktorg since umo 3 tahun...so okay ha since umo 3 thn la agaknye ktorg kawan... Oh name die nie Azliza or aku panggil die liza bakar cos die anak pak bakar... start from that memang melekat lah jd BFF, g skolah tadika sesama, masuk sek rendah sesama, masuk sek menengah sesama, masuk form 6 sesama cuma masuk Uni jek tak sesama cos rejeki liza takde ke situ.. tapi die nie sgt rajin tau study, sume homework mesti siap n aku??? aku tukang tiru keje skolah die hikhikhik lagi2 essay ^_^ tapi rejeki orang lain2 kan...despite kepemalasan aku nie kalo aku push diri aku Insyallah aku managed to pull through...Thanks ALLAH cos bagi aku otak yg cepat pickup d saat2 memerlukan..

Cuba carik kat manekah AKU yang kiut berpony tail itewwww dlm pic sek tadika nie??? (cluenye kami d barisan belakang skali) hahahaha... liza bakar kompem lah kat tepi aku kan :p Kalo nak kuar malam lepak kat Anjung n balik kul 2,3 pagi masa form 6 gan dak2 kelas aku jual jek nama liza n liza jual nama aku kat parents masing2 n kompem dpt kuar hehehe... aku mcm guardian angel die cos bf die masa nak ngurat die mesti kena mintak permission aku dulu... n aku akan buat muka garang n kerek supaya die x main2 kn si liza nie... even pas masuk Uni n jauh dari die we still as tide as usual..n time cuti sem aku balik jb n kepokaian die lah yg support g makan bile kuar n bila aku dh keje skrg aku ler pulak kadang2 payung die pulak...

So this US now after 27 years of friendship (oh nie pic raya couple of years ago sbb tu nmpk slim skit hehehe)... even lepas masuk Uni aku dh x settle down kat jb lagi we still keep in touch n even tak slalu borak2 kat tepon tp aku akan make sure I will pick up the phone n call her whenever I miss her company or when I just want to talk to her out of the blue... she usually will be the first person to know kalo aku nak balik JB n she will also be the person yg slalu bebel kat aku suh balik JB... I'll be forever grateful to have her as my BFF... Bukan ler nak puji diri, tapi aku nie jenis org kalo dh berkawan tu biarlah selamanye... n kalo terasa sana sini situ tu adat lah dalam berkawan...this 27 years of friendship pun bukanye semua wangi jek ada lah masam bacin hapak sumer2 lah tp niat kita nak berkawan dengan Ikhlas Insyallah ada jalannye yg penting jangan stabbed kawan2 dari belakang...mane2 rahsia yg mengaibkan kawan2...kita simpan kemas2 mcm mane kita nak aib kita pun ditutupkan...always be there for them n jgn ler cari kawan time kita nak mintak tolong jek kompem lah ko kena black listed gan mmber tu (hish rasa mcm kaunselor plak pffftttt...) Oh liza bakar bulan 12 ai balik JB tp x bawak kete so sila la jd supir ai dikala ai memerlukan...kalo ko kuar dating siap koooooo!!!!! muahahahaha oh pls inform ur lastest bf that I wanna meet him (sambil buat muka garang hahaha)... oh tak saboooo nk jmpe linda nordin jugak nie, dah pregnant dh pompuan tu alhamdulilah x sabooo aku nak usap2 perut die..siapa linda nordin tu??? oh tu my another BFF gak kenal dr darjah 4 hehehe... len kali la aku citer yekkk... Okiesss daaaaa.....xoxo

U Belong With ME???? NOT~~~~~

If you could see
That I'm the one
Who understands you.
Been here all along.
So, why can't you see ‒
You belong with me,
You belong with me?

Ala actually tak semudah itew ler rerakan... kadang2 ape yg kita rasa perfect kat hati n fikiran kita idok ler seperfect dimata orang lain n vice versa... cuba amik contoh adek F n Adek Ral, pada mata aku dh memang perfect couple match made in heaven lah tapi last2 tak jadi jugak hukhukhuk.... hoi hoi hoi even aku mmg ske kat adek F tapi kalo die dgn Adek Ral aku pun tumpang bahagia n happy hokay... aku nie tak tamahak tau...paling kurang pun aku meroyan kejap jek tp pastu okay ler ^_^ cos dh mmg dieorg cute together nak buat camno... Hish dh lama rasanye x betul2 ske kat orang yg sebenar kan (ape yg aku merepek ni?????) Untuk pengetahuan semua aku nie adalah org yg sangat peRAHASIA, u can guess my mood but u will never know whats going on behind the curtain if I'm not let u in.... but if u know long enough I can guarantee u can read me like a book cos I'm very transparent actually behind the facade... oh Ctot can read me like a book n damn she good at it hukhukhuk...dammit gurl hahahaha...  

HISH ENTRY INI ADALAH SANGAT MEREPEK TAPI IF U KNOW ME WELL ENUFF ADA MAKNA NIE!!!!

THrowBACK at Cha~~

We Say Hye...We Laugh...We Cry...We say GoodBye~~

Since my old lappy suddenly comeback to life..dpt ler den mengorek pic2 lama nie sumer..so tema post ini adalah #throwback hehehe... Oh suddenly I miss jejaka metroseksual si sensei Rafi nie..gotta give him a call... harap2 die x tukar no.tepon ler jawabnye~~huhuhu Oh nnt I dig more pics from the old lappy...aku ada bnyk pic tp aku malas nak upload kat FB tp aku ske upload n update kat blog sajorkk cos lebih private (hish..bajet the perangai retis muahahha) okiess...daaaa.....xoxo

I WILL BUY u a new LIFE~~

I will buy you a garden where your flowers can bloom
I will buy you a new car, perfect shiny and new
I will buy you that big house way up in the west hills
I will buy you a new life
Yes I will


p/s = Oh if you want to buy me a NEW LIFE mind u I still want to have the same childhood bff that I have now, the same high school bff, the same university bff, the same office bff, the same garu2 a.k.a kucen bff, the same furbabies that I love sooooo DEARLY, the same families (minus the evil2 one, u can wipe them off n poof them within the thin air)..Ermmmm...well...do u still think I need a new LIFE when I still want many things in my life to remain just like this???? HUrmm.. life sucks sumtimes but the people n things in my life always give me the boost to keep on moving so I think I should count my blessing instead of counting troubles.  Thanks ALLAH for the wonderful friends that u signed, sealed & delivered to me, I might not be sooo lucky with the familia & love affairs but hey I'm still very2 grateful with what i have ^_^ 

Oh Abg Chokobaby~~~

Hukhuk... abg chokobie lately susah poo2 lagi tau... pastu kan die x mau makan kibbles sudahnye..mummy very the risau yg amat2 cos badan abg kobie makin kurus waaaa.... tapi alhamdulilah kalo kasi wet food laju jek die sental..so mummy pun bergegas ler ker Mines selasa lepas pas balik dr beraya haji kat keramat... kat Mines nie ada PLC so leh cari burp... apakah itu burp???

Nie la Burp tu, benda alah nie hanya blh d beli kat PLC nie sajork, setin dlm rm3++ gitew... dia ada yg tin besau tp from my observation kalo tin besar isi die x sesedap tin kecik (not that I tasted it hihihi) cos die ada less tuna inside..budak2 kat umah nie esp abg chokobie n kak debab mmg hantu burp nie... so aritu mummy pong memborong la sebondong2nye khas tuk abg kobie sajorkk...

Pastu adek pet consultant tu kata seaweed bagus tuk kucen yg ada problm with constipation soo mummy menyambarlah ini wetfood, setin rege die rm 6++... yg hijo tu tuna with seaweed then yg oren tu chicken wit pumpkin cos pumpkin kan bagus jugak tuk sembelit.. pendek kata kalo adek consultant tu jual batu jalan n die kata leh cure constipation on cat pun aku beli tau..ape2 jek tuk anak2 nie... asal dieorg sihat gumbira mummy pong happy2 sajorkk.. huhuhuhu T_T

pastu abg kobie kan tak mau mkn kibbles so mummy pong gigih ler memcari kibbles sihat n bagus tuk abg kobie baby nie... mkn wetfood jek adalah x bagus tuk long term tau cos rosak gigi dieorg nnt...they need kibbles tuk strong kan gigi dieorg n elak kan tartar pada gigi.. so adek tu suggest beli F4C nie cos katanye  grains & gluten free n bagus tuk kucen2 yg ada masalah ssh yak2 nie... so mummy pong beli la jugak.... anything for u anak... so hopefully chokobie baby suka lah cos dpt mencekik wetfood2 yg mummy beli tu... Cepat sihat tau anak, mummy riso lah tgk chokobaby mcm nie, cpt lah sihat so leh main tangkap2 kaki mummy n baring2 bawah iron board n main tangkap2 baju kurung n tudung mummy everytime mummy iron baju every morning (eventhough kadang2 mummy marah cos ko menjahanam kan baju n tudung dgn kuku kamu itu).... okiesss..daaaa..... xoxo

Saturday NITE lecture~~

Yea u read it right!!!! It was saturday nite lecture not saturday nite fever~~~ Oh couple of weeks before me, ctot & Wanie went to a lecture by Prof Dr.Naquib al-Attas kat CASIS UTM... CASIS is stand for Centre of Advanced Studies on Islam, Sciences & Civilization. I've been there before on other occasion if I'm not mistaken for public lecture n kebetulan moderator die at that time is mantan rektor KUIS iaitu Prof Dr.Aziuddin... so kebetulannye dh penah kasi email ke dieorg so kalo ada ape2 event nnt dieorg akan email to me lah... jadi event nie pong aku tau dr email yg dieorang 4wardkan a day before the event (tp kn aku sgt annoy cos dieorg nie ske email hanya a day b4 event, n aku sgt ralat penah termiss 1 lecture about Islamic Feminism huhuhu...) 

This lecture is a series tau so die akan buat 2 minggu sekali n tajuk die mmg berkisar about Islam,  Nationhood, role of language a.k.a bahasa kebangsaan n mcm2 lg lah...tu sume mmg makanan aku tu so mmg tersangat2 excited ler nak mencemar duli... malam tu lecture hall mmg penuh (rupanye ramai jugak org nerd mcm aku nie, alhamdulilah hehehe) Prof sampai dlm kul 9.15pm cos die kurang sihat...dlm kurang2 sihat tu pong mak aiiii die still leh bercakap non stop for almost 2 hours tau without any slide or notes..salute u lah Prof..isu mlm nie sgt menarik, its about peranan bahasa Melayu sebagai bahasa Kebangsaan n how language blh memainkan peranan dalam racial assimilation in Malaysia... mmg kagum lah cos bnyk info baru yg aku dpt... the lecture hour sepatutnye dari kul 9pm until 11.30pm tp since Prof x sihat so smpi kul 11pm jek mlm tu... pas balik tu kami duk pi melantak cos lapooooo wei.. so Insyallah next time akan menjoinkan diri lagi tuk attend this saturday nite lecture..Okiesss.....daaaaa...xoxo

Shopping n gurls DAY OUT!!!

The last 2 weeks aku, diyana n cah cantek mencemar duli ke Kenanga Wholesale Mall.. alah at first kan just nak teman2 dieorg sajorkkk!!!! hehehehe... nie kira gurls day out ler nie... mula2 shah nak join tp last2 x jadi cos die ada kerja, bella plak kena study for xm, rina g family day kat langkawi.. so bertiga pong alrite sajorkk ^_^

Yang nak pergi nie sbnrnya diyana lah cos katanye x pena kesana (aku pong x penah jgk hikhikhik), cah cantek plak mmg dh biasa tawaf kat sini so kira die mcm pemandu pelancong bagi kitorang lah... cah cantek nak cari baju2 baby sebenarnye.. cer tgk nie mcm2 jenis n design kan baju2 baby kat sana, geram btl aku tgk hehehe...

Kat sini barang2 die kebnykan jual borong tau sooooo lagi bnyk ko beli lagi murah lah rege brg tu..so kalo nak kesini aku nasihatkan better korg dtg gan kawan2 n jgn g sensorg... g gn kekawan so nnt leh bli share2 so nnt dpt ler murah..aku bli shawl lembut kosong tuk baju kurung opis sehelai die jual rm15 tp kalo amik 10 jd rm10 sajorkkk so opcos ler aku amik 11 hehehehe...kaler2 die very the meriah tau...mmg puas atiiiiii~~~ oh aku jmpe 1 kasut cantik hehehe..gigih berzikir dlm kedai tu nak kasut cos actually at first kasut tggl last pair jek n sebelah kaki aku x muat sgt n agak ketat tp dgn kebijaksana hakak tu die berjaya bt magic so akhirnye muat la hehehe....thanks akak ILapU

penat tawaf opcos ler kena makang yu..so for lunch kami pi mencekik XXL ciken gan sweet potato plum n meesua.... duduk2 sambil makan then borak2..mmg best. Then malamnye kami pi mencekik kat tmpt beselah iaitu AYAM PENYET, habislah kegilaan datin untuk makan ayam penyet telah kembali so harap maklum selepas ni mmg kerap lah kami kesana lagi yahooooooo~~~ hehehe.... Okiessss...daaaa.....xoxo

Oh lelaki~~~~ TAK GUNE!!!!!!

Warning: Entry penuh dgn kata2 yg agak menurut perasaan n swearing hokay...

Aku slalu cakap kat diri aku I don't believe in second chance especially in relationship...why??? Cos nanti at the end akan hampa jek... second chance nie kadang2 bahaya cos kalo ko nie bukan jenis forgive n forget better tak yah lah bergantung harapan pada peluang kedua... all the second chance yang aku penah bagi at the end menghampakan cos aku yg withdraw myself from it... aku rasalah kalo lah aku nie wanita yg tawaduk menunggu si bedebah tu kompem aku dh kawen dh gan die n dh beranak 2 dah aku nie huahuahua... macam mane setianye si nadya menunggu si sejuk tu... last2 kawen gak dieorg last year... n I believe she didn't get him easy. yelah blk2 muka ko jek kat situ through out all the drama last2 terbukak jugak la ati si sejuk tu kan...ctot jugak yg melepas huhuhu..

Actually nak tulis nie pasal, citer hakak kat opis nie. aku sangat la kesian kat akak nie...laki buat hal bila PJJ...dulu kedapatan sekali alasan die kunun2 akak nie dh x mcm dulu lah cos x bergaya lah, sunyilah duk jauh dari family, tepon x canggih la so x leh nak wassap2 bagai (nie alasan paling CILANAT sekali) n bermacam2 lah alasan bangang die tu... then dieorg reconcile smuler cos si jantannye kata oklah die mintak maap n it won't happen again... n akak tu bukan main la pasang badan la, sibuk nak mencantik tuk si somi cilakak tu, siap beli hengpong canggey ko...

Tup2 like 2 weeks ago rupanye laki die kedapatan@kantoi lagi ko...camne leh kedapatan...adalah d satu mlm yg hening akak nie pinjam hengpong canggey laki die tu nak login FB tp akak nie bijak jugak die g bukak wassap laki die then jeng...jeng...jeng... terbacalah segala sayang here sayang there, dear ini dear itu... memang babiksssss tau jantan nie (pardon my mulut catastrophe nie) die trus confront laki die n on the spot call pompuan tu oh mind u pompuan tu adalah pompuan yg sama die kedapatan dulu tu tau... bila d tanya status relationship dieorg jawapan die adalah 'YES WE ARE IN LOVE' mmg babiksssssssssssss sgt lah ko nie pompuan n jantan x gune!!!!! kalo dulu akak nie nangis n siap lari jap dr umah tp kali nie die ckp nangis pong die dh xde air mata dah... die dh rasa numb... n bila apa tny alasan die kali die ckp as always die SUNYI n PERASAAN TIDAK BOLEH DI PAKSA (hish babikssss la alasan ko nie) n he add that bile die wassap akak tu time petang pas blk keje die kata akak tu busy bt keje partime (4 uolls punya info, akak nie mmg buat partime keje cos nak bayar hutang piutang laki jahanam nie pas bisness die melingkup n gaji keje partime nie mmg d laburkan tuk byr hutang la apa lagi) n kata die lg kalo call malam2 akak nie busy layan anak2 la plak (nie lagi BIADAP, wei jantan x gune anak yg die layan tu 4 god sake anak2 ko la bodoh) dah lah siang keje hakiki kat opis, petang keje partime n uruskan anak2 sorang2 cos laki jauh, sampai ati ko guna alasan tu tuk curang gan bini ko ekkk... dasar jantan x gune... currently I don't know what this akak going to do but I hope she manage to sort things out.. akak saya doakan smoga akak boleh buat keputusan yang tepat untuk diri n anak2 akak... tuk jantan x gune tu go n die la u...

See this is one of the tragic cases of second chance, tapikan deep down inside I'm dying to see that someone can show n prove to me second chance in relationship is worth it... Insyallah kalo umur panjang n d ijinkan ALLAH xde apa yang mustahil pun kan... so 2014 is just around the corner, who knows what is going to happen.. hurmmmm~~~ bak kata2 dlm movie 'Charlie st Cloud'

"GOD doesn't give you a second chance for nothing...there is a reason...GOD doesn't do it just to show off...."

lagu nie mmg patut d tujukan pada laki x gune tu....

MemBibik Study Room yg hancing~~~

Aritu tetibe sesangat terajin nak membibik study room a.k.a bilik buku yg pudat huhuhu... nape pudat?? cos rak buku tu dh naik mintak ampunnnnnnn suh beli lg 1 lah cos aku keep on adding more books melebihi kapisiti die lah... huhuhu

Korg tengok nie pudat x pudat lah kan...huhuhu bukan x mau beli tau tp aku nie dok menyewa kang kalo kena halau kuar then dpt rumah kecik pasnie mne aku nak letak rak2 nie sumer... pastu nak menghangkut pun 1 keje jgk..hish...poneng2..

Oh this is my fave collection tau muahahaha....oleh kerana dh busy aku bnyk tertggl dh komik2 nie sumer...slain dragon ball aku minat bleach n naruto... dragon ball si siti masitah a.k.a ctot yg ske kumpul...die lg giler dari aku mmg cukup blh bukak akira toriyama mini galeri lah hasil pengumpulan komik n DVD DB die tu... kalo ko tgk betul2 komik2 nie pun aku stack up dgn pudatnye kn cos x cukup ruang nak letak nie sumer waaaaaaaaa~~~ sian komik2 aku... oh komik under-18 pong aku kumpul, serius under-18 is the most funniest local comic around..kompem mengekek2 mcm kena histeria bila baca..zint is mebeles lah.

Nie sume buku2 yg aku kumpul ler, banyak buku2 bercorak literature lah mcm buku2 from Lloyd Fernando, K.S Maniam, Kam Raslan, F.Sionil Jose, Pramoedya Ananta Toer  n mcm2 ler n cos aku jarang baca buku2 mellow sgt (but lately dh kembali terjebak ke alam NOVEL) ... my all time fave mesti ciken soup for the soul n self-motivational book (hish very der nerdy2 kinda books kan) oh sila la enjoy kepudatan susunan buku2 nie sumer @_@ mmg bertengkek-tengkek aku keje kan dia..

Nie mcm beselah tempat bertapa buat keje, skrg si kakak la yg konker tempat nie buat keje skolah n aku buat keje kat living room cos nak tgk tv sambil buat keje (padan la keje lampi nak siap hehehe) x pong meja nie jd tempat membongkang kn diri anak2..huhuhu

Oh kat bilik nie jgk ler aku letak painting2 yg aku kaler2 sndr n yg aku beli... dah kata buat literature skit bnyk aku ada lah soft spot for art called painting muahahaha.... mcm painting kucen n cafe yg tergantung tu, aku kaler sndr..aku nie buta kaler tau so aku bli la DIY painting so aku paint ikut no. lah cos aku ske mengkaler2 nie hehehe... oh yg painting muka kucen tu aku beli dari Jaja Yusof masa her 1st solo exhibition called Meowland kat Metro Fine Art Gallery, Legend Hotel. Aku ske naive art mcm nie cos less serious but fun to look at.. ^_^

Ha yg nie paling BONUS yg termabeles kat study room aku nie, kenape???? nie la sofa bed hancing tu yg aku rempankan kat FB aritu., ha nmpk tak tompok2 tu kesan pengencingan anak2 lah n slalu mmg ada alas yg comey untuk sofa nie tp aku basuh.. al-kisahnye dulu sofa nie kat living room n dolo2 aku aktif sunat kucen2 stray kat area luar umah nie so abg chokobie nie die x ske kalo aku bwk masuk kucen2 lain dlm umah so cara die protes adalah mengencing kat atas sofa laaaaaaa!!!!! hish anak naseb baik la ko kucen yg bernama chokobie kalo tidak mmg lah nak kenaaaaaaa... jenuh aku gan kakak hangat bwk naik ke study room nie pas dh d bersihkan..yolah best wei dok golek2 atas nie sambil ralit2 baca buku tau..dan2 lately die buat perangai lg mengencing atas nie..stress btl aku tau n aku rasa aku nk humban jek keluar sofa nie n nnt aku beli sofa kecik wit stool comey jek letak kt sini n no furbabies are allowed in this room anymore!!!!! Ok ler itew jek nk citer tp kn aku ada bnyk entry tertangguh nie, bila lah mau post entry2 tu sumer huhuhuh.. okies... daaaa...xoxo

Crumbs~~

Big world
Says he wants to see the light for once,
Well maybe if you try

It's so sad
Babe don't look so sad
I've got it wrong today

And if she doesn't go your way
Look up to blue skies and say hey
It's ok it's ok

This song is always PERFECT  at times like this... bulan nie genap 9 tahun mak meninggal n I think I'm sooooo sensitive lately... but then babe don't look so sad, look up to blue skies and say hey... It's ok..it's ok 

Well keep on smiling girl, smiling is ur strongest suit...just keep smiling even when u r sad, u r soooo good at it n nobody will notice how miserable u feel inside actually... 

Well look up to blue skies and say hey...It's ok...it's ok...

Nak ORDER pls...

Aku mau mendampingi dirimu
Aku mau cintai kekuranganmu
Selalu bersedia bahagiakanmu
Apapun terjadi
Kuberjanji aku ada

Kan best kalo g mekdi, x kira lah kat kaunter ke kat drive thru ker dok pi habaq nie..

Mekdi lady: Hai welkem to mekdi, can I take ur order pls..

Aku: Ok sy nak order a guy sorg yg ada potential bt laki.. tinggi 175-180cm, bdn sedang2 sajork, features ala2 abang fahrain minus the mulut ternganga2 mcm dlm iklan aliman alicafe tu..muahahaha..tq tu jek..how much??


hahaha...giler x imginasi aku, I wish I could do that when people asked me bila nak kawen... hey kalo lah aku blh order bf or laki as easy as order happy meal kat mekdi ko x yah tny lah ari2 aku tukar bf (bf sajork lah, laki xleh main tukar2) hey pompuan knape kah meroyan ini??? Hurmm... lately ada 1 n 2 situasi yg d mne aku tny diri aku sndr gak 'knape aku x kahwen ekk' hihihih alahhhhhh~~~ all this is just a TEMPORARY INSANITY sajork nnt2 kewarasan dh kembali aku ok sajorkk!!!

Oh hasil tangkapan smlm adalah sepasang wedges, cardigan n sehelai baju comel... nothin much pong cos x berkenan d ati.. lunch plak kami ker Plan B, the steak is as juicy as Ben's n very the SUPERB n wayyyyyy better than Italiannies but the marinari 1 notch down from Citrus Cafe... all in all it was good day~~~~ I'm loving my life...okies..daaaaaa..xoxo

Adek Ral & Shopping...

Amik dari adek Ral punya IG.. then these are the conversation aku & ct chantek this morning...

Aku: Ct, macam mane nak jadi cantik & manes macam adek Ral????

Ct Chantek: *Speechless... Ok then ko kena buat plastic surgery...

Aku: Oh..hokay~~~~ * nangis dalam ati sajork!!!!!

Waaaaa~~~~ arini aku n ct chantek amik half day leave cos kami mahu gi SHOPPINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG, mood shopping aku ada musim even kalo aku ada duit pong tp aku x mau soping aku x mau lah~~~~ tp ari nie jek belah ptg kami FREE... d ulangi ARI NIE sajorkkkkkk!!!!! bsk ptg kena jg exam huhuhuu...x bestnye jg exam petang... OK sekian mahu g lunch n sopingggggggggg moping the mall...  Oh by the way this is a random posting cos rasa dh lama x tepek sumthing kat sini since duk busy jek..huhuhu

Hish!!!! jom beremosi n merapek...

Hish nape rasa nak nangis jek ekkkk???? Malaun betul lah, nak kata sedih ermmm... xde lah sgt (adalah jgk bnd kecik yg x best tp ok jek) nak kata busy, mmg aku MAHA BUSY TAPI AKU MALAS (boleh x mcm nie???) tp bila pikir2 a ah it nearly time of the month.. apa lagi PMS la gamaknye... actually aku idok ler slalu sgt emosi x stabil masa aku nak dekat2 time of the month tu tp kali ini mst cos aku dh ada kesedaran hakiki nie so otak aku ada sikit payah nak adapt... pastu semlm aku punya lapoooooooo masyallah mcm semua dpn mata aku nk makan, biskot koki pun surrender jgk tup2 memlm buta g masak megi grg waaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~~~~ ko mampu tak???? hukhukhuk.... 

patut lah aku sgt beremosi meraban2 seperti kucen gah on heat, siap ada akak kat opis nie siap kena snap gan aku gara2 die mempanikkan aku gan segala dateline yg tibe2 n kerja pembikinan modul yg mengong tu.. sorry kak sy x sengaja (aku muahx2 kat fb gn die n muahx2 kat opis gak cos aku tersebur kat die huhuhu) untuk makluman aku sgt susah nk snap gan org cos aku kn slalu senyum2 x tentu hala huhuhu... pastu aku ske g merayau2 baca blog2 org yg pandai2 n cantik2 n maha perfect hidupnya yang membuatkan aku giler meroyan d buatnye (very the tortured soul pnya aktiviti senggang) okay lah dah tersgt2 gantuk tp aku x leh tdo lg cos aku blum buat satu benda itewwwwww.... n aku kena update blog haku yg 1 lagi itewww jgkkk.. (amboi bajet2 retis sungguh ada 2, 3 blog huahuahua) okiessss daaaa...xoxo sekian sajork aku beremosi n merapek..xpe lg seminggu lbh nnt hokay ler tu ^_^

Please...DEAR GOD..

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love
Purpose hard to find
While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can't help but wish that I was there
Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you 
Is to hold her when I'm not around
When I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again, oh no
Once again

p/S = IF I'M HAPPY I'LL MAKE SURE EVERYBODY KNOWS BOUT IT, BUT WHEN I'M SAD I'LL MAKE SURE NOBODY NOTICES IT...

Honey...DON'T GO THERE!!!!!

Hey honey, don't go THERE yet, or maybe NEVER  go there...

Drag back your 2 feet and please stand in this CIRCLE...

Please built a fortress around the circle so 'IT' can't HURT you...

Don't fall outside the circle cos you and 'IT' will never be the SAME...

I know how much you LOVE to be with 'IT'...

But Honey... 

Please don't...

DON'T GO THERE...

Convocation ANAK2 DIDIK ini~~

Last week was a convocation week in KUIS... as usual para lecturers akan take turn untuk mencemar duli n attend the convocation la kan huhuhu...slalunya kuis buat convo on weekend tp thn nie change skit so dieorg buat on weekdays plak.. biasanya sorg lecturer akan kena attend 1 sidang sajorkk out of the 4 sidang tp dan2 aku gan ct kena attend 2 sidang plak tu..cehhh!!! kami tau ler kami nie lecturer fofular so attend 2 sidang la gamaknya...

Masa first year jadi lecturer dulu agak ter'sexcited gak lah attend walaupun masa tu seketul student yg aku ajar pun tarak yg konvo lagi hehehe... bila dh tiap2 tahun huhuhu maha bosan gak lagi2 sidang tu seketul student yg aku penah ajar pong tarak sooooo akhirnye bergambar2 n berselfie2 sajorkkk lah kami :p

Tapi tahun nie agak best gak lah cos ramai gak students yg aku n ct penah ajar berjaya meng'convokan diri dieorg...tp dak2 kat sini on the first sidang tu x havoc lah... ada ker the last student yg naik pentas tu yg tukang tepuknye alahai mcm x mkn..aku ingt lg kat UKM dulu kami2 from FSSK bila turn last student from the faculty naik pentas bukan main lagi kami semua 1 fac berdiri n tepuk bukan main kuat lagi, cuba tinggal x lambung motabot jek... 

Nie la budak2 sidang 1 tu...tp budak yg kat pic nie mmg semangat hehehe..nyanyi bukan main kuat lagi... oh talk about nyanyi lagu Uni at the end of the sidang tu seriusly sebak wei...adakah aku nangis masa convo degree n master aku dulu???? hahaha iyolah aku nangis espcially masa master lah...mmg epic la pegembaraan aku nak menyiapkan thesis master nie huahuahua~~~ xpelah  biar aku jelah yg tau se'epic mane kah nya itu hahahaha :p

Despite the lack of enthusiasm on the 1st sidang the 4rd sidang is the best, cos me n ct we managed to clap for almost 300++ students yg naik atas pentas aritu..gigih x gigih la aku kami nie... n we did meet some of our former students yg convo this  semester..there is 1 foreigner students from middle east rasanya si sultan name die..kemain excited die citer skrg die dh keje kat Jeddah jd project manager katanye hehehe... I'm happy for him thou...ada jgk yg dh smbg study lagi..alhamdulilah..smoga anak2 didik nie semua dpt memanafaatkan ilmu yg d kongsi dngn mereka nie...insyallah ..AMIN~~~~ Okiesss...daaaa...xoxo

I'M NOT IN LOVE!!!!

I'm not in love, so don't forget it
It's just a silly phase I'm going through
And just because I call you up
Don't get me wrong, don't think you've got it made

I'm not in love, no-no

I like to see you, but then again
That doesn't mean you mean that much to me
So if I call you, don't make a fuss
Don't tell your friends about the two of us

I'm not in love, no-no

I keep your picture upon the wall
It hides a nasty stain that's lyin' there
So don't you ask me to give it back
I know you know it doesn't mean that much to me
I'm not in love, no-no

P/S = I've been looking for this old song since FOREVER!!!! seriously like forever n ever... this song had so many cover version n to listen to this specific cover is like impossible... I forgot the name of the group n I'm totally search it out of nothing except from the tittle of the song... Love to listen to this then n love to listen to this now...WHY????

IT IS SIMPLY BECAUSE I'M NOT IN LOVE...

WorDLEss WednesDAY~~ Happy Belated B'Day KERBY Baby...

Kak un's Open House ^_^

Last 2 weeks I went to Kak un's house for makan2 sempena hari raya lah occasionnya. We arrived early afternoon cos nak tolong la ape2 yang patut...masa smpi pun makcik, kak un n the 2 maids pun dh siap2 buat bahan2 tuk masak..pas lunch nasi ayam ktorg tolong2 la kopek2 udang n patty kn begedil by the pool smpi bergossip hehehe... bergossip tu yg mahal tu muahahaha~~~~ Jom lah layan pic2 kt sana...

Actually event start lepas maghrib n yang dtg pong family sajorkk~~ aku nie pong mensebok jugak hehehe.. dieorg nie dh kira mcm family angkat aku kat kl nie la...thanks makcik n pakcik cos being sooooooo kind to me ^_^ lepas tlg2 tu aku, ctot n nabilah g ber Wii dengan abg n adik main boling....suprisingly I've got 2nd place, guess it is my flair after all muahahaha...

Oh reminder air kat atas nie adalah air sparkling juice  sajorkkk yek so jgn speku die as wine yg haram plak yek (well people nowadays think more than they should)... menu mmg macam2 lah lasagna, ciken wing, sweet sour fish, kari udang, sotong celup tepung, fried rice, sup sayur, bbq stuffs  n bnyk lagi, oh sgt2 bersyukur dengan rejeki mlm tu.. yg paling champion adalah chili crab n mantau die.... pergggghhhh mabeles wei..

Tiga org anak dara yg sgt kekenyangan, man after syawal nie mmg kena berkawal mkn smuler la wei... mentedarah tak hengat huhuhu... nabilah is secretly on diet tu I knew it... her pipi is less chubby than usuall hehehe so I guess the diet is working ^_^ n lg pun die dh amik less steroid for her SLE so less puffiness around the face. 

Untuk majlis nie acu specially comeback from labuan aritu with a cake just to surprise her brother punya birthday..salute lah sama acu.. n besoknya die balik labuan balik, acu ulang alik KL ke labuan dh mcm ulang alik bangi ke KL je aku rasa..huhuhu now u see her now u don't ^_^ all n all this is just like any other makan2 with ctot's huge family but I love being around her family cos they are fun to be around with oh thanks kak Un n abg Khairun for the jemputan... okiesss..daaa....xoxo