Baking MOJO pls Comeback!!!

Chocolate cheese cake ala Nigella (serius resepi die sodap gile babas hehehe)

Oreo Cheese cake (chill bukan bake)

 Tiramisu a.k.a Tirapalsu (cos tak guna mascapone cheese tp cream cheese jek)

Vanilla Muffins yum yum yum~~

Vanilla Cupcakes yg caca marba~~

Once a upon a time, there is a girl who loves to bake like crazy until suddenly she become so damn malas n stop baking all this delicious yummy things. Well aku ler budak yg dah jd pemalas tu huahuahua~~~ so in order to get my baking mojo back tomorrow i'm going to a baking class hehehe...baking class besok is all about cheesecake...ala bayar rm50 jek orait la tu... so besok we are going to bake 3 types of cheese cakes as listed below...actually aku dh bese dh bake cheesecake tp nothing wrong to polish back my skills ^_^ u know my ultimate dream kn actually to open a bakery hehehe~~  

So tomorrow i'll update about the baking class hokay~~~ tak sabar nak mengilap balik my rusty baking skills... okies daaaa~~~xoxo

I wanna KIDNAP someone~~~ ^_^

Holiday in Handcuffs~~~ is one of my fave christmas movie, l really love the story line n definitely my cup of tea hehehe (me n my cheesy imagination kuikuikui). U gotta watch it in order to know how melted cheesy n gooey l'm for this movie (well l'm ur typical chick flick maniac)... Melisa Joan Heart n Mario Lopez are really cute n funny in this. I have watched this for many times that i can remember. The story is basically about a girl named Trudie who is so desperately want to bring back a boyfriend to spend a holiday with her family, n end up kidnapping this guy named David@Nick. So many drama happened along the way... u gotta watch to know it hehe or u go to this to read about the synopsis. 

sangat ler tershomel bangat ini story~~~~  membuat kn i want to kidnap someone tooo ^_^ here is a quote from the movie that i really love huaaaaaa~~~~

"There may not be such a thing as a perfect job, a perfect life or a perfect family, but there is such a thing as a perfect moment. So I take back what I said. Doing one crazy thing probably does make you crazy, but it also can make you happy." 

cr: pics from uncle google.

1, 2 dan 3~~~

Hehehehe~~~just opened the blog n notice this, cantik jek jumlah org yg dh menjenguk blog den yg tak seberapa nie..

Thanks yek pada yg slalu jenguk (ada ke slalu???? prasaan :p ) n pada yg terjenguk jgk... this blog is actually just for fun, for me to express issues that mingling n lingering inside my mind. To act as an unofficial record@dairy on how my life has progress so far. To remind me life is not all bad especially bila PMS tu sendu tak tentu hala, buka past entry yg best2 tu at least hilang la jugak sendu mengong tu ^_^ 

This year my blog writing MOJO has being really kind to me cos tetiba sgt ler rerajin nye meng-update. Hopefully next year pong mcm tu jgk la hendaknye...oh kekdg wonder gak ada ke yg windu kalo den lama tak mem'blog (berangan ler!!!!! ko hengat ko sape??? kak LG?? Hamis Jalika??? abg nara??) hehehehe gurau jelah hokayyy daaaa~~xoxo

Ya ALLAH~~~ Hanya pada-MU

Sesungguhnya aku sgt terkesan dengan sepanduk yg d bawa oleh pokcik kat atas nie....kalo baca gan emosi blh nangis tau~~~~ since we know what happen to our dear Muslim brothers n sisters there, lets do our part by pray to ALLAH that soon all of this will end. And for those in Malaysia you can also donate some amount of money to Palestinian people through this account below :------>

And please take 5 minutes silent to recite this doa..sesungguhnya doa itu senjata org Muslim~~

#PrayforGaza

"You don't have to be a Muslim to care and aware about the plights of the Palestinians

You Just need to be a Human"

cr: all pics are from google n fb.

Halal FOOD in Hong Kong~~~ ^_^

Oh actually kan dah lama nak buat entry ni tau tp asyik tak terbuat2...meh la nak story skit to those yg nk g holiday ke Hong Kong tu nnt harap2 entry nie dpt give info kat korg la yek tang mane nk cekau makanan halal..nie travel ala2 destinasi bajet so tarak lah fancy2 resturant yg den tepek kat sini... jom layan all the pic n i story mory ke u guys hokay~~ ^_^

Okay nie our first breakie in Hong Kong, kami menapak n naik MTR turun kat Chungking Mansion kat Nathan Road kat Shim Sha Tsui..pepagi dh kedarah nasi briyani ko...dasat tak??? kat Chungking Mansion nie  ada bnyk guest house n hostel so sape yg ala2 destinasi bajet leh duk sini jek..nie kira mmg lokasi paling strategi lah cos snang nk dpt halal food..kat sini halal food nye pun bnyk makanan Middle East or Indian food...tu pun dah ALHAMDULILAH besar rahmat tau... so for remaining days kat sini pepagi kami menapak ke sini for breakie lah~~

Ha yang ni plak kat Disneyland Hong Kong, kami g sana ari ke-3..sepanjang kat dalam tu mmg ada bnyk dieorg jual dessert mcm kek la, jelly la, popcorn la, waffle la tp den tak brani la nk membeli nye cos tak tau halal ke tak halal..yolah amik mudah popcorn mmg la org kata alah mane ada babi pong..tp hello kalo butter yg d gunakan tuk popcorn yg ada unsur haram camne mcm lard???? n for the cake, butter die ada porky nye unsur tak?? n gelatin yg d gunakan halal or tak...nmpk mudahkan tp kalo pikir bnyk kali ermmmm.....xpe lah tak darurat pong lg, still leh berlari2 riang dlm disneyland tu n x pitam pong hehehe~~~tp kalo korg jenis HALALAH n berani mencuba beli la la la la la hehehe  ^_^ 

Oh lagi 1 kat dalam DIsneyland tu ada makanan halal tau g cari restaurant name die  Tahitian Terrace Restaurant. Kat situ ada laksa lah, nasi ala2 mcm nasi ayam la..tp jangan expect rasa die mcm kat mesia nie.jauh panggang dari api lah jugak tp skali lg Alhamdulilah ada gak rejeki halal yg blh d makan.... so jangan riso yek if masuk Disnyeland nnt :) tgk muka kami sumer focus sungguh time makan..lapo kami nie jah...hehehe

Oh this one is at THE AIRPORT l repeat at THE AIRPORT hehehee~~~ nak balik baru kami tau..nie actually fast food restaurant ala kalo g Mid Valley ada fast food nie name die POPEYE'S...ya Allah time nie sume yg ada kat  menu tu aku nk order tau..serius mcm jd tamak haloba,,kalo kat Mid tu aku pandang pong tidak popeye's nie huhuhu... oh ada 1 lg tempat makan halal kat HK yg nie Indonesian food..nama die TOKO WONOSOBO .... Oh n if u guys ada pegi Masjid Kowloon tuk solat sila tgk kat dinding masjid bahagian dalam dieorg ada tampal senarai restaurant2 halal around HK.... Okies lah hope this entry helpful hokay~~daaaa~~xoxo

Dah Tukar IC ke blum???

Today i went to JPN (Jabatan Pendaftaran Negara)...No bukan aku hilang IC no..no..no.. mak tak rela nk bt keje amal g membayor free kat gomen..tp nie my niece dh genap 18 last week so g tukar IC ler gamaknye... oh untuk tukar IC tu kena la jgk membayo RM10..since aku mengalami sindrom susah bgn pagi sejak2 mencoti kn diri dr keje nie ktorg g lmbt cos mmg tau rules nk g b'urusan gan gomen nie either u go very early or u go very late, no point of going in the middle...kami g pas org solat jumaat dlm kul 2.45pm...Ya ALLAH tu pong org ramai jugak byang kn blum pong pintu JPN tu bukak dh bedoyon2 org tunggu kat situ, dan2 bukak kami2 nie serbu kaunter amik nombor panjang nye mcm nk g bli tiker konsert BIG BANG tau tak.. tu pun dpt ler no. 6285 n current no. adalah 6173..n there are freakin 112 more people ahead of us..huahuahua tp alhamdulilah genap2 10 more minute kul 5 kami siap..lama tak lama la kn menunggu..duh!!!! so lg 2 mggu siap..katanye lah ^_^

Habis tu we went to IKEA hehehehe~~biaselah mengasah bakat berangan2 dekor rumah yg ntah bila nk ada nye ^_^ smpi2 g makan Ikea nye karipap n hot dog (letak mustard n dice onion bnyk2 hehehe) yummy2..serius sodap then pas penat berangan for our dinner plak g mkn nasi ayam yg sedap kat Ikano tu...some don't like it cos nnt mulut bau bacin cos garlic die bau kuat sgt tp haku bedal jelah hehehe~~~  kakak order bakso (so-so jek rasa die) so dh puas merambu pulang la kepangkal jalan huhuuhu~~~ okies daaa~~xoxo 

Daya Graviti KAMU!!!!!

Set me free, leave me be

I don't wanna fall another moment into your gravity

Here I am and I stand so tall

I'm just the way I'm supposed to be

But you're on to me and all over me

You're on to me, on to me and all over

Something always brings me back to you

It never takes too long

P/S = Sarah Bareilles, her voice is always the best when it come to this kinda song... The effect of her voice remind me of my ever so favorite Sarah McLachlan, Norah Jones n Jewel (only in her Foolish Games  era n before she gone so mainstream n raunchy with her style). The song is my all time favorite, by the title itself I guess u should know what the song is all about. Basically it talks about how you wanna walk away from someone or something but at the end u will find yourself running back to that someone or that thing~~~ Its suck but guilty pleasure is surely hard to get by~~~ oh gotta love the beauty of the words (well turn on ur literature mode) in order to appreciate the song though~~ daaa~~xoxo 

Macam Rojak sudey~~~

Ini adalah entry rojak@pasembor hehehe~~~ yolah kn coti seminggu nie so mmg masa d habis kan gan menjadi suri rumah belum bertangga dengan begitu tawaduk lagi :p

Start my day tengok budak berdua nie men gurau2 n gigit2 n lari2 dlm my room, punya lah mcm monyet tak reti duk diam... geram pong ada geli ati pong ada ^_^ si Mikie Tikie (yg belang2) tu actually br baik dari sakit mata, punya lah almost 4-5 days tak baik2 even dh ltak ubat mata, then bawak g UPM dan2 besoknye trus baik hehehe...alhamdulilah~~

NIe plak si Bubu dah puas men n bila abg Tikie dah mau layan die trus telepek membuta.... geram betul tgk perut muncit die tu..rasa nk ramas2 jek hehehe~~

Then tengah ari masak nasi ayam~~hehehe rajin tak?? rajin tak?? nie kakak still ada kat sini rajin ler aku masak, nnt die dh blk jaybee jgn harap ler nk masak2 bagai mcm nie...

THen malamnye tetibe nak tersweet tooth la plak (saje jek nak kasi tambah babat kat badan nie @_@ ) bushan tgk tibi ajak kakak g bli Coolblog yg baru bukak kat area umah nie, mentang2 baru bukak berdoyon2 org g bli (aku pun la gamaknye) then g secret recipe skali...pe lg bli la kek jgk..oh nie ha try kek baru dieorg name die 'Turkish Delight' rege RM10 ko mahal gak...tp bila mkn mak oiiiiiii mmg sodap tau base die cekelat wit almond, then cekelat mousse, white mousse n top die cekelat wit pistachio....yummy~~~ okies la tu jek nk citer hehee~~daaaa~~xoxo

HoBBit~~Ter'Hobbit...Hobbit!!!!

All my close friends would know how CRAZY l'm wit LORD OF THE RINGS trilogy... and when l heard that Peter Jackson is going to do movies based on the the first J.R.R Tolkien book 'The Hobbit' dang.... I'm went ecstatic ^_^ oooooo~~~~~~ (siap beli buku Official Movie Guide kat Kinokuniya tau nyah....obsess tak mak nie huahuahua) SubahanaAllah  I'm soooooooo amazed by the story line in the LOTR...  How on earth that Tolkien managed to come up with that BRILLIANT  IMAGINATION...totally blew up my mind... I have a huge expectation for Hobbit, hopefully it manage to be at the same par with LOTR or even better...Hope Jackson still has his Midas touch this time around... So 1 month more to go~~~ l'm counting daysssss....sorry Ctot u really needs to accompany me to watch this, gotta bribe u with that ROYALE popcorn hehehehe~~

Three Rings for the Elven-kings under the sky,
Seven for the dwarf-lords in their halls of stone,
Nine for Mortal Men doomed to die,
One for the Dark Lord on his dark throne,
In the Land of Mordor where the Shadows lie.
One Ring to rule them all, One Ring to find them,
One Ring to bring them all and in the darkness bind them
In the Land of Mordor where the Shadows lie.

Nah nie ha~~~ Movie trailer gan the ring poems, tgk nie pong dh cukup give me brain-gasm huahauhuahua~~~daaaa~~xoxo

When PIRATES meets HALLOWEEN~~~~

Huwaaaaaaa~~~~~ terkejut tak???? tegezut tak??? hehehe :p nie lah antu2 yg d pasang jd dekor masa Besday party my Bff nye nephews... Happy birthday Zaid & Zarif from aunty Rose~~~ ^_^ The Party pnya theme adalah Pirates and Halloween... the adik pilih Halloween n the abg pilih Pirates~~

We sampai early cos nk tolong set up the place..the party start awal dlm kul 11am cos takut ptg hujan...nie la dekor atas meja..ada bowl harta karun wit wang mas n sgala mcm topeng2 muka~~~ tema warna merah so goodies bags pun merah gak

Sebelum potong kek sempat la me n ctot duk pi posing kat kek2 tu sumer hehehe....oh kek yg hujung kaler cekelat tu by far is my faveeeeeee~~~sodap maha best....

Nie la kek yg maha sedap tu... setelah d selidik nie adalah kek Tiramisu dr Alexis..some says this is the most delicious Tiramisu in town...but believe me mmg SEDAP...tp yg tak bestnye adalah kek nie ada liquor cos die letak COGNAC so mmg tak leh walk in ke Alexis n order la..TAPI..... kalo tak mau arak yang HARAM tu leh order@pre-booked kat sana request tak mau arak TAPI NYE kena beli 1 whole kek lah....CIS saje jek nk aku mengumukssssss!!!!!

Oh this is the Candy Bar.... nie kawan nabilah yg jadi tokay die.. sape yg ada sweet tooth mmg lah rasa desert bar nie HEAVEN hokayyy~~~aku duk tak abis2 mencelop stoberi kat coklat fountain tu hehehe~~~cukup puas ati!!!!!

Nie sesi tiup lilin, meriah la wei~~~budak2 bukan men ceria lagi...kami2 yg bukan budak2 pong suka jugak hehehe~~~

All in all it was the best birthday~~~ the kids enjoy themselves, the adults eat non-stop hehehe~~ okiess daaaa~~xoxo...

Not-so-HAPPY BUNNY ^_*

On the last entry kn l'm become a happy POYO bunny hehehe~~~so this entry is about anak bulus plak jd bunny tiruan yg comey lah sangat ~~~~

Bubu si Bunny Pasrah

Chokobie si Bunny Gumuksss buat satay pong sodappp

Kakak Debab si Bunny yg nk lari....

Omel si Bunny yg mcm Gremlins 

Omot si Bunny nk hungis mummy mcm carrot hehehe~~

Sorry la bunny2 tiruan nie sume muka ada sikit pasrah n mcm nk makan mummy dieorg hehehe..yolah kena paksa kooooo!!!! mau nye tidak... ok laaa daaaaa~~xoxo

I am A happy BUNNY (^_^)

Have a blast today~~~~ ^_^ attended a birthday partyyyyyy.... but to tired to tell ya'll bout it so will tell it on the next entry but first l'll put some pics yea..tp yang penting l'm a HAPPY BUNNY today~~~daaa..xoxo

Not Ready to MAKE NICE!!!!

I’m through with doubt
There’s nothing left for me to figure out
I’ve paid a price
And I’ll keep paying

I’m not ready to make nice
I’m not ready to back down
I’m still mad as hell and
I don’t have time to go round and round and round
It’s too late to make it right
I probably wouldn’t if I could
‘Cause I’m mad as hell
Can’t bring myself to do what it is you think I should

I know you said
Can’t you just get over it
It turned my whole world around
And I kind of like it

Forgive, sounds good
Forget, I’m not sure I could
They say time heals everything
But I’m still waiting

P/S = Well said!!!! All that inside me is well said in some of the lyrics in the song....i remember listened to this song 7 years ago with the same feeling until now...  Ya ALLAH, lembut kan hati aku nie, cos l'm still WAITING~~

You GOtta Be~~~ Life Anthem...

Listen as your day unfolds, challenge what the future holds

Try and keep your head up to the sky Lovers, they may cause you tears

Go ahead release your fears, stand up and be counted

Don't be ashamed to cry

You gotta be You gotta be bad, 

you gotta be bold, you gotta be wiser

You gotta be hard, you gotta be tough, 

you gotta be stronger

You gotta be cool, you gotta be calm, 

you gotta stay together

All I know, all I know, love will save the day

Herald what your mother saidReading the books your father readTry to solve the puzzles in your own sweet timeSome may have more cash than youOthers take a different view, my oh my, heh, hey

You gotta be bad, you gotta be bold, you gotta be wiserYou gotta be hard, you gotta be tough, you gotta be strongerYou gotta be cool, you gotta be calm, you gotta stay togetherAll I know, all I know, love will save the day

Don't ask no questions, it goes on without youLeaving you behind if you can't stand the paceThe world keeps on spinningYou can't stop it, if you try toThis time it's danger staring you in the face

P/S = This song will always be my life anthem, the lyrics is so comforting...when ever l'm down or sad this song surely be on my playlist... l miss the 80's and 90's songs when songs still have meaning n can be related to our daily life~~ daaa~~xoxo.... 

Simply Da BEST!!!!!!

Lately cuaca asyik hujan jek...so bila ujan mlm2 mcm nie mula perut jd lapooooo.... so supper yg paling best adalah g bli BURGER pakcik RAMLY hehehe~~~ tak kira lah bege mekdi ker..bege kepsi ker..bege king ker.. bege pakcik Ramly lah da best n meletop hehehe!!! la nie ada yg oblong la plak, ala2 mekdi punya prosperity bege tu... as always bege pakcik ramly kompem ler very the sloppy wit all the sauce that make us salivating even by just look at it hehehe~~~ so skrg kita Bismillah dulu ha!!!! daaaa~~xoxo 

Whitey a.k.a Ibu a.k.a Yiebu ^_^

One of the senior citizen in the house..her name is Whitey a.k.a Ibu hehehe~~ formerly stray outside the house tp skrg die dh meng'PR kn diri die sndiri dlm umah ^_^ mentang2 hujan mlm tadi, die tdo syok sndr kat sofa faberet die smbil tenganga molot~~~

Nie ha pose secara dekat hehehe~~ternganga kauuuuu~~ bnyk gigi die dh hilang dah, ada la skit la yg tinggal. Ape2 pun Mummy harap n doa kan Ibu sihat slalu ye syang.. daaaa~~xoxo

Ini Lah Reason nye~~ ^_^

U know what it the MAIN REASON yang encourage me to further Master????? Its actually sooooo CHEESY lah..so the reason nye adalah pic kat bwh nie huhuhuhu~~~

Sebenarnye dolo2 masa konvo degree kan aku sgt misekin, amat la tak mampu nk amik pic studio tauuu!!!!! so diri menjadi hampa...so bertekad dalam diri kena sambung blajar buat master so pastu nnt leh amik pic kat studio...sadis tak?? sadis tak?? hehehehe~~ tp sebenarnye hampir2 tak mau amik pic studio nie cos recent conflict yg menjadikan mood hilang, TAPI thanks to ctot yg bising2 n marah2 aku ckp this is the dream yg aku idam2 kn for sooooo damn pathetically long so kena rebut peluang hokay ^_^

Oh dlm pic nie nmpk sgt mengumuks yg hebat tau..so tlah menanam azam tuk sambung PhD pasni so nnt leh amik pic studio dlm keadaan diri mengkurus plak huahuahuahua~~~ so lets jom!!!!!! so diri yg mengkurus sambil bergambar d studio sila tunggu yek...Insyallah kita jumpa in the future hehehe~~daaaa~~xoxo

A Walk to REMEMBER~~

A Walk to Remember~~ Watched this movie  last night, doesn't 

matter how many gazillion magilion times that i watched this, it 

never fail to make me cry like a baby...

I love to watch sad movie when i'm sad its simply because i can 

pretend that i'm not crying because i'm sad but i'm crying 

because the movie is sad~~~get it????

TakDir Perantau~~~

Far Away From Home and I'm Happy~~

This entry would be the 'heart pouring entry' or 'entry meluah perasaan'~~ ^_^ tahun depan 2013 genap la aku dendang perantau selama 10 tahun... starting from 2003 masuk ukm dulu buat degree until now siap abis master sudah!!! dulu sebenarnye tak penah terpikir pun nak duk jauh2 mcm nie, arwah mak dulu sakit n she always asked me to balik jb bile dh belajar n keje kat sana jek... dulu slalu gurau2 gan arwah ckp tak mau lah nk keje jauh tp dlm ati actually mmg nk blk n keje kat jb jek...

Then hujung tahun 2005 arwah mak meninggal, at that time mmg sgt2 down, i suffered from a depression for almost a year belajar ke mana, badan makin kurus, ari2 nangis jek.. dengan family affair yg tonggang langgang mcm aku nk langgar gan kete jek my evil sibling sekor2...  masa kat kolej ari2 g bilik ctot n nangis2 mcm nk giler... pas abis study thb 2006 aku blk jb then keje kat Guardian masa tu, gan gaji yg ciput alah nak cari duit poket jek masa tu cos nk tggu konvo... but deep down inside i'm still not happy, actually everytime i'm down bile blk keje memlm around 10.30-11.30pm i will secretly cry sepanjang jalan nk blk umah cos jarak from turun bas n rumah is quite far n sunyi so i think that is a perfect time to cry alone (yeah i'm weird, blame it on my depression mode...) 

dengan gaji yg ciput kompem la nk byr duit konvo pun tak mampu, so terpaksa la g gadai cincin youu!!! sadis takk???? tp seb baik ada cincin emas kau. yolah mak dh xde, bapak aku xde mana la aku nk mintak tlg, siblings lg la jauh panggang dr api... sibling yg jahat xde kuasa la aku nk mintak tp sibling yg baik sian plak nk mintak.. (family aku nie pelik skit cos bnyk sgt yolah sumer adik bradik tiri)..pas konvo without a day goes by yg aku tak wish aku nk get out form jb...everyday how i wish i can get a job outside from jb... i guess Allah knows best, a friend from Kuantan call ckp ada keje kosong as lecturer kat sana...without think twice berlesup aku g bt resume n g interview..thanks kak po u save my life at that moment... akhir 2006 impian menjadi kenyataan cos d trima keje kat sana...hati gumbira bukan kepalang..takde sekelumit sedih pn nk tggl kn jb masa tu... nk tau knape aku gumbira?? cos i nk buktikan to my evil sibling i can stand on my 2 feet witout all of you... cos he once said to me " mawar tu sampai bila nk menumpang hidup gan Along??"sampai ati ko ckp gan aku mcm tu ekk...heloo aku nie adik yg bongsu, mmg tanggungjwb korg la jga aku bodoh!!! tp xpe lah since ko dh ckp mcm tu biar aku jg diri aku sndiri.

Tinggal kat kuantan ati sgt happy even cuma ada kak po n dik po jek, i lead a simple life, pendek kata happy lah ^_^ for 1 year n a half duk sana then me n kak po decide to pindah KL since at that time mmg every weekend kena g KL cos ada kelas master kat sana.. then again ALLAH mmg knows better for me mmg dpt keje kat KL masa tu...then kami pindah ler ke bukit mahkota..thanks to mak n bapak ctot n bapak n adik kak po yg memudahkan urusan pemindahan kami.... again hati sgt happy ^_^ then here i am until now, dr aku cume kenal ctot n the family jek kat sini sampai lah aku kenal geng garu-garu yg best, kawan2 keje yg syok, kawan2 master yg rawk, anak2 bulus yg mengumbirakan... pendek kata ati aku jd happy n senang ketika idup merantau dr idup kat tanah tumpah darah sendiri..aku pn blk jb adalah dlm sekali setahun tu pun semata2 nk jengung mak tiri aku (i love her to death, i feel bad sometime jarang dpt jumpe die) adik bradik tiri aku yg side baik2 tu, my besties liza n linda tu jek ok...  aku rasa bila arwah mak dh xde, dh xde reason knape aku kena trus ada kat jb lg... to my evil siblings tu korg nk rebut harta yg seciput tu korg rebut lah,  nk stab on each other back pun buat lah, i'm out ok... xpe aku sanggup merantau jauh2, cari harta sendiri, bina idup sendiri, even bila PMS mcm meroyan2 gak la bila duk sensorg kat sini but its all good..Insyallah Allah tu Maha Kaya... I can hidup sendiri merantau n berdikari ^_^  BECAUSE OF ALL THIS I BELIEVE SOME PEOPLE ARE BETTER OFF MERANTAU TUK MENCARI KEBAHAGIAAN~~~ MAYBE INI LAH YANG DI KATAKAN 'TAKDIR PERANTAU' daaaa~~~xoxo (enough wit the sad story!!!!)