THrowBACK at Cha~~

We Say Hye...We Laugh...We Cry...We say GoodBye~~

Since my old lappy suddenly comeback to life..dpt ler den mengorek pic2 lama nie sumer..so tema post ini adalah #throwback hehehe... Oh suddenly I miss jejaka metroseksual si sensei Rafi nie..gotta give him a call... harap2 die x tukar no.tepon ler jawabnye~~huhuhu Oh nnt I dig more pics from the old lappy...aku ada bnyk pic tp aku malas nak upload kat FB tp aku ske upload n update kat blog sajorkk cos lebih private (hish..bajet the perangai retis muahahha) okiess...daaaa.....xoxo

I WILL BUY u a new LIFE~~

I will buy you a garden where your flowers can bloom
I will buy you a new car, perfect shiny and new
I will buy you that big house way up in the west hills
I will buy you a new life
Yes I will


p/s = Oh if you want to buy me a NEW LIFE mind u I still want to have the same childhood bff that I have now, the same high school bff, the same university bff, the same office bff, the same garu2 a.k.a kucen bff, the same furbabies that I love sooooo DEARLY, the same families (minus the evil2 one, u can wipe them off n poof them within the thin air)..Ermmmm...well...do u still think I need a new LIFE when I still want many things in my life to remain just like this???? HUrmm.. life sucks sumtimes but the people n things in my life always give me the boost to keep on moving so I think I should count my blessing instead of counting troubles.  Thanks ALLAH for the wonderful friends that u signed, sealed & delivered to me, I might not be sooo lucky with the familia & love affairs but hey I'm still very2 grateful with what i have ^_^ 

Oh Abg Chokobaby~~~

Hukhuk... abg chokobie lately susah poo2 lagi tau... pastu kan die x mau makan kibbles sudahnye..mummy very the risau yg amat2 cos badan abg kobie makin kurus waaaa.... tapi alhamdulilah kalo kasi wet food laju jek die sental..so mummy pun bergegas ler ker Mines selasa lepas pas balik dr beraya haji kat keramat... kat Mines nie ada PLC so leh cari burp... apakah itu burp???

Nie la Burp tu, benda alah nie hanya blh d beli kat PLC nie sajork, setin dlm rm3++ gitew... dia ada yg tin besau tp from my observation kalo tin besar isi die x sesedap tin kecik (not that I tasted it hihihi) cos die ada less tuna inside..budak2 kat umah nie esp abg chokobie n kak debab mmg hantu burp nie... so aritu mummy pong memborong la sebondong2nye khas tuk abg kobie sajorkk...

Pastu adek pet consultant tu kata seaweed bagus tuk kucen yg ada problm with constipation soo mummy menyambarlah ini wetfood, setin rege die rm 6++... yg hijo tu tuna with seaweed then yg oren tu chicken wit pumpkin cos pumpkin kan bagus jugak tuk sembelit.. pendek kata kalo adek consultant tu jual batu jalan n die kata leh cure constipation on cat pun aku beli tau..ape2 jek tuk anak2 nie... asal dieorg sihat gumbira mummy pong happy2 sajorkk.. huhuhuhu T_T

pastu abg kobie kan tak mau mkn kibbles so mummy pong gigih ler memcari kibbles sihat n bagus tuk abg kobie baby nie... mkn wetfood jek adalah x bagus tuk long term tau cos rosak gigi dieorg nnt...they need kibbles tuk strong kan gigi dieorg n elak kan tartar pada gigi.. so adek tu suggest beli F4C nie cos katanye  grains & gluten free n bagus tuk kucen2 yg ada masalah ssh yak2 nie... so mummy pong beli la jugak.... anything for u anak... so hopefully chokobie baby suka lah cos dpt mencekik wetfood2 yg mummy beli tu... Cepat sihat tau anak, mummy riso lah tgk chokobaby mcm nie, cpt lah sihat so leh main tangkap2 kaki mummy n baring2 bawah iron board n main tangkap2 baju kurung n tudung mummy everytime mummy iron baju every morning (eventhough kadang2 mummy marah cos ko menjahanam kan baju n tudung dgn kuku kamu itu).... okiesss..daaaa..... xoxo

Saturday NITE lecture~~

Yea u read it right!!!! It was saturday nite lecture not saturday nite fever~~~ Oh couple of weeks before me, ctot & Wanie went to a lecture by Prof Dr.Naquib al-Attas kat CASIS UTM... CASIS is stand for Centre of Advanced Studies on Islam, Sciences & Civilization. I've been there before on other occasion if I'm not mistaken for public lecture n kebetulan moderator die at that time is mantan rektor KUIS iaitu Prof Dr.Aziuddin... so kebetulannye dh penah kasi email ke dieorg so kalo ada ape2 event nnt dieorg akan email to me lah... jadi event nie pong aku tau dr email yg dieorang 4wardkan a day before the event (tp kn aku sgt annoy cos dieorg nie ske email hanya a day b4 event, n aku sgt ralat penah termiss 1 lecture about Islamic Feminism huhuhu...) 

This lecture is a series tau so die akan buat 2 minggu sekali n tajuk die mmg berkisar about Islam,  Nationhood, role of language a.k.a bahasa kebangsaan n mcm2 lg lah...tu sume mmg makanan aku tu so mmg tersangat2 excited ler nak mencemar duli... malam tu lecture hall mmg penuh (rupanye ramai jugak org nerd mcm aku nie, alhamdulilah hehehe) Prof sampai dlm kul 9.15pm cos die kurang sihat...dlm kurang2 sihat tu pong mak aiiii die still leh bercakap non stop for almost 2 hours tau without any slide or notes..salute u lah Prof..isu mlm nie sgt menarik, its about peranan bahasa Melayu sebagai bahasa Kebangsaan n how language blh memainkan peranan dalam racial assimilation in Malaysia... mmg kagum lah cos bnyk info baru yg aku dpt... the lecture hour sepatutnye dari kul 9pm until 11.30pm tp since Prof x sihat so smpi kul 11pm jek mlm tu... pas balik tu kami duk pi melantak cos lapooooo wei.. so Insyallah next time akan menjoinkan diri lagi tuk attend this saturday nite lecture..Okiesss.....daaaaa...xoxo

Shopping n gurls DAY OUT!!!

The last 2 weeks aku, diyana n cah cantek mencemar duli ke Kenanga Wholesale Mall.. alah at first kan just nak teman2 dieorg sajorkkk!!!! hehehehe... nie kira gurls day out ler nie... mula2 shah nak join tp last2 x jadi cos die ada kerja, bella plak kena study for xm, rina g family day kat langkawi.. so bertiga pong alrite sajorkk ^_^

Yang nak pergi nie sbnrnya diyana lah cos katanye x pena kesana (aku pong x penah jgk hikhikhik), cah cantek plak mmg dh biasa tawaf kat sini so kira die mcm pemandu pelancong bagi kitorang lah... cah cantek nak cari baju2 baby sebenarnye.. cer tgk nie mcm2 jenis n design kan baju2 baby kat sana, geram btl aku tgk hehehe...

Kat sini barang2 die kebnykan jual borong tau sooooo lagi bnyk ko beli lagi murah lah rege brg tu..so kalo nak kesini aku nasihatkan better korg dtg gan kawan2 n jgn g sensorg... g gn kekawan so nnt leh bli share2 so nnt dpt ler murah..aku bli shawl lembut kosong tuk baju kurung opis sehelai die jual rm15 tp kalo amik 10 jd rm10 sajorkkk so opcos ler aku amik 11 hehehehe...kaler2 die very the meriah tau...mmg puas atiiiiii~~~ oh aku jmpe 1 kasut cantik hehehe..gigih berzikir dlm kedai tu nak kasut cos actually at first kasut tggl last pair jek n sebelah kaki aku x muat sgt n agak ketat tp dgn kebijaksana hakak tu die berjaya bt magic so akhirnye muat la hehehe....thanks akak ILapU

penat tawaf opcos ler kena makang yu..so for lunch kami pi mencekik XXL ciken gan sweet potato plum n meesua.... duduk2 sambil makan then borak2..mmg best. Then malamnye kami pi mencekik kat tmpt beselah iaitu AYAM PENYET, habislah kegilaan datin untuk makan ayam penyet telah kembali so harap maklum selepas ni mmg kerap lah kami kesana lagi yahooooooo~~~ hehehe.... Okiessss...daaaa.....xoxo

Oh lelaki~~~~ TAK GUNE!!!!!!

Warning: Entry penuh dgn kata2 yg agak menurut perasaan n swearing hokay...

Aku slalu cakap kat diri aku I don't believe in second chance especially in relationship...why??? Cos nanti at the end akan hampa jek... second chance nie kadang2 bahaya cos kalo ko nie bukan jenis forgive n forget better tak yah lah bergantung harapan pada peluang kedua... all the second chance yang aku penah bagi at the end menghampakan cos aku yg withdraw myself from it... aku rasalah kalo lah aku nie wanita yg tawaduk menunggu si bedebah tu kompem aku dh kawen dh gan die n dh beranak 2 dah aku nie huahuahua... macam mane setianye si nadya menunggu si sejuk tu... last2 kawen gak dieorg last year... n I believe she didn't get him easy. yelah blk2 muka ko jek kat situ through out all the drama last2 terbukak jugak la ati si sejuk tu kan...ctot jugak yg melepas huhuhu..

Actually nak tulis nie pasal, citer hakak kat opis nie. aku sangat la kesian kat akak nie...laki buat hal bila PJJ...dulu kedapatan sekali alasan die kunun2 akak nie dh x mcm dulu lah cos x bergaya lah, sunyilah duk jauh dari family, tepon x canggih la so x leh nak wassap2 bagai (nie alasan paling CILANAT sekali) n bermacam2 lah alasan bangang die tu... then dieorg reconcile smuler cos si jantannye kata oklah die mintak maap n it won't happen again... n akak tu bukan main la pasang badan la, sibuk nak mencantik tuk si somi cilakak tu, siap beli hengpong canggey ko...

Tup2 like 2 weeks ago rupanye laki die kedapatan@kantoi lagi ko...camne leh kedapatan...adalah d satu mlm yg hening akak nie pinjam hengpong canggey laki die tu nak login FB tp akak nie bijak jugak die g bukak wassap laki die then jeng...jeng...jeng... terbacalah segala sayang here sayang there, dear ini dear itu... memang babiksssss tau jantan nie (pardon my mulut catastrophe nie) die trus confront laki die n on the spot call pompuan tu oh mind u pompuan tu adalah pompuan yg sama die kedapatan dulu tu tau... bila d tanya status relationship dieorg jawapan die adalah 'YES WE ARE IN LOVE' mmg babiksssssssssssss sgt lah ko nie pompuan n jantan x gune!!!!! kalo dulu akak nie nangis n siap lari jap dr umah tp kali nie die ckp nangis pong die dh xde air mata dah... die dh rasa numb... n bila apa tny alasan die kali die ckp as always die SUNYI n PERASAAN TIDAK BOLEH DI PAKSA (hish babikssss la alasan ko nie) n he add that bile die wassap akak tu time petang pas blk keje die kata akak tu busy bt keje partime (4 uolls punya info, akak nie mmg buat partime keje cos nak bayar hutang piutang laki jahanam nie pas bisness die melingkup n gaji keje partime nie mmg d laburkan tuk byr hutang la apa lagi) n kata die lg kalo call malam2 akak nie busy layan anak2 la plak (nie lagi BIADAP, wei jantan x gune anak yg die layan tu 4 god sake anak2 ko la bodoh) dah lah siang keje hakiki kat opis, petang keje partime n uruskan anak2 sorang2 cos laki jauh, sampai ati ko guna alasan tu tuk curang gan bini ko ekkk... dasar jantan x gune... currently I don't know what this akak going to do but I hope she manage to sort things out.. akak saya doakan smoga akak boleh buat keputusan yang tepat untuk diri n anak2 akak... tuk jantan x gune tu go n die la u...

See this is one of the tragic cases of second chance, tapikan deep down inside I'm dying to see that someone can show n prove to me second chance in relationship is worth it... Insyallah kalo umur panjang n d ijinkan ALLAH xde apa yang mustahil pun kan... so 2014 is just around the corner, who knows what is going to happen.. hurmmmm~~~ bak kata2 dlm movie 'Charlie st Cloud'

"GOD doesn't give you a second chance for nothing...there is a reason...GOD doesn't do it just to show off...."

lagu nie mmg patut d tujukan pada laki x gune tu....

MemBibik Study Room yg hancing~~~

Aritu tetibe sesangat terajin nak membibik study room a.k.a bilik buku yg pudat huhuhu... nape pudat?? cos rak buku tu dh naik mintak ampunnnnnnn suh beli lg 1 lah cos aku keep on adding more books melebihi kapisiti die lah... huhuhu

Korg tengok nie pudat x pudat lah kan...huhuhu bukan x mau beli tau tp aku nie dok menyewa kang kalo kena halau kuar then dpt rumah kecik pasnie mne aku nak letak rak2 nie sumer... pastu nak menghangkut pun 1 keje jgk..hish...poneng2..

Oh this is my fave collection tau muahahaha....oleh kerana dh busy aku bnyk tertggl dh komik2 nie sumer...slain dragon ball aku minat bleach n naruto... dragon ball si siti masitah a.k.a ctot yg ske kumpul...die lg giler dari aku mmg cukup blh bukak akira toriyama mini galeri lah hasil pengumpulan komik n DVD DB die tu... kalo ko tgk betul2 komik2 nie pun aku stack up dgn pudatnye kn cos x cukup ruang nak letak nie sumer waaaaaaaaa~~~ sian komik2 aku... oh komik under-18 pong aku kumpul, serius under-18 is the most funniest local comic around..kompem mengekek2 mcm kena histeria bila baca..zint is mebeles lah.

Nie sume buku2 yg aku kumpul ler, banyak buku2 bercorak literature lah mcm buku2 from Lloyd Fernando, K.S Maniam, Kam Raslan, F.Sionil Jose, Pramoedya Ananta Toer  n mcm2 ler n cos aku jarang baca buku2 mellow sgt (but lately dh kembali terjebak ke alam NOVEL) ... my all time fave mesti ciken soup for the soul n self-motivational book (hish very der nerdy2 kinda books kan) oh sila la enjoy kepudatan susunan buku2 nie sumer @_@ mmg bertengkek-tengkek aku keje kan dia..

Nie mcm beselah tempat bertapa buat keje, skrg si kakak la yg konker tempat nie buat keje skolah n aku buat keje kat living room cos nak tgk tv sambil buat keje (padan la keje lampi nak siap hehehe) x pong meja nie jd tempat membongkang kn diri anak2..huhuhu

Oh kat bilik nie jgk ler aku letak painting2 yg aku kaler2 sndr n yg aku beli... dah kata buat literature skit bnyk aku ada lah soft spot for art called painting muahahaha.... mcm painting kucen n cafe yg tergantung tu, aku kaler sndr..aku nie buta kaler tau so aku bli la DIY painting so aku paint ikut no. lah cos aku ske mengkaler2 nie hehehe... oh yg painting muka kucen tu aku beli dari Jaja Yusof masa her 1st solo exhibition called Meowland kat Metro Fine Art Gallery, Legend Hotel. Aku ske naive art mcm nie cos less serious but fun to look at.. ^_^

Ha yg nie paling BONUS yg termabeles kat study room aku nie, kenape???? nie la sofa bed hancing tu yg aku rempankan kat FB aritu., ha nmpk tak tompok2 tu kesan pengencingan anak2 lah n slalu mmg ada alas yg comey untuk sofa nie tp aku basuh.. al-kisahnye dulu sofa nie kat living room n dolo2 aku aktif sunat kucen2 stray kat area luar umah nie so abg chokobie nie die x ske kalo aku bwk masuk kucen2 lain dlm umah so cara die protes adalah mengencing kat atas sofa laaaaaaa!!!!! hish anak naseb baik la ko kucen yg bernama chokobie kalo tidak mmg lah nak kenaaaaaaa... jenuh aku gan kakak hangat bwk naik ke study room nie pas dh d bersihkan..yolah best wei dok golek2 atas nie sambil ralit2 baca buku tau..dan2 lately die buat perangai lg mengencing atas nie..stress btl aku tau n aku rasa aku nk humban jek keluar sofa nie n nnt aku beli sofa kecik wit stool comey jek letak kt sini n no furbabies are allowed in this room anymore!!!!! Ok ler itew jek nk citer tp kn aku ada bnyk entry tertangguh nie, bila lah mau post entry2 tu sumer huhuhuh.. okies... daaaa...xoxo

Crumbs~~

Big world
Says he wants to see the light for once,
Well maybe if you try

It's so sad
Babe don't look so sad
I've got it wrong today

And if she doesn't go your way
Look up to blue skies and say hey
It's ok it's ok

This song is always PERFECT  at times like this... bulan nie genap 9 tahun mak meninggal n I think I'm sooooo sensitive lately... but then babe don't look so sad, look up to blue skies and say hey... It's ok..it's ok 

Well keep on smiling girl, smiling is ur strongest suit...just keep smiling even when u r sad, u r soooo good at it n nobody will notice how miserable u feel inside actually... 

Well look up to blue skies and say hey...It's ok...it's ok...

Nak ORDER pls...

Aku mau mendampingi dirimu
Aku mau cintai kekuranganmu
Selalu bersedia bahagiakanmu
Apapun terjadi
Kuberjanji aku ada

Kan best kalo g mekdi, x kira lah kat kaunter ke kat drive thru ker dok pi habaq nie..

Mekdi lady: Hai welkem to mekdi, can I take ur order pls..

Aku: Ok sy nak order a guy sorg yg ada potential bt laki.. tinggi 175-180cm, bdn sedang2 sajork, features ala2 abang fahrain minus the mulut ternganga2 mcm dlm iklan aliman alicafe tu..muahahaha..tq tu jek..how much??


hahaha...giler x imginasi aku, I wish I could do that when people asked me bila nak kawen... hey kalo lah aku blh order bf or laki as easy as order happy meal kat mekdi ko x yah tny lah ari2 aku tukar bf (bf sajork lah, laki xleh main tukar2) hey pompuan knape kah meroyan ini??? Hurmm... lately ada 1 n 2 situasi yg d mne aku tny diri aku sndr gak 'knape aku x kahwen ekk' hihihih alahhhhhh~~~ all this is just a TEMPORARY INSANITY sajork nnt2 kewarasan dh kembali aku ok sajorkk!!!

Oh hasil tangkapan smlm adalah sepasang wedges, cardigan n sehelai baju comel... nothin much pong cos x berkenan d ati.. lunch plak kami ker Plan B, the steak is as juicy as Ben's n very the SUPERB n wayyyyyy better than Italiannies but the marinari 1 notch down from Citrus Cafe... all in all it was good day~~~~ I'm loving my life...okies..daaaaaa..xoxo

Adek Ral & Shopping...

Amik dari adek Ral punya IG.. then these are the conversation aku & ct chantek this morning...

Aku: Ct, macam mane nak jadi cantik & manes macam adek Ral????

Ct Chantek: *Speechless... Ok then ko kena buat plastic surgery...

Aku: Oh..hokay~~~~ * nangis dalam ati sajork!!!!!

Waaaaa~~~~ arini aku n ct chantek amik half day leave cos kami mahu gi SHOPPINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG, mood shopping aku ada musim even kalo aku ada duit pong tp aku x mau soping aku x mau lah~~~~ tp ari nie jek belah ptg kami FREE... d ulangi ARI NIE sajorkkkkkk!!!!! bsk ptg kena jg exam huhuhuu...x bestnye jg exam petang... OK sekian mahu g lunch n sopingggggggggg moping the mall...  Oh by the way this is a random posting cos rasa dh lama x tepek sumthing kat sini since duk busy jek..huhuhu