GLEE but NOT GELI....^_^ GREEK and sooo 'GEREK' ^_*

Spend my weekend recuperated at home with my babies, chokobie and debab. At the same time spring cleaning the house, watching my fave shows on the telly and not forgetting check and mark the students papers (very tedious i must say). This weekend i really spend a quality time at home, because the whole week i feel so extra tired and damn whats wrong with me. oh i did something HUGE this week as well, it quite a major THING as well...ermmm~~~~~i will tell all of you as soon as i receive that THING ok...(another safe act) *_^ this week also i be a GOOD girl cos i did called my families a lot, i called my sisters, my bro and my mother i must say this is also because of that HUGE and MAJOR thing.

the GLEE casts

Okay lets go back to the tittle of this week post, GLEE hehehe... just an accidentally i come across this show like yesterday. i must say this show is REALLY GOOD...it does make me laugh a lot, oh at the same time this show is like a broadway, you know what i mean if you watch it (its full of dancing and singing...so musical i must say) ^_^ i think the format is very similar to my fave show during my high school year call 'POPULAR'. A type of high school or college life where teenagers are addicted to be popular but at the same time try to find their true identity. When life at that time is all about hormone and being accepted. I am sooooo 'been there, done that' feeling. Oh not forgetting as well the drama GREEK, I love how the drama portrayed the elements of sisterhood and brotherhood in the life of sorority n fraternity communities. Oh it so resemble my fave movie by reese witherspoon 'Legally Blonde'... at the same time they also focus the issue of sexuality like gay and lesbian. And what most important to me both shows portray 1 thing that i really treasure which is friendship...auwwwww~~~ how friendship is created and what it took to break it and how it took to cherish it ^_^ yeah i know soooo cliché ....okay dookies then daaaa~~~~xoxo~~~

the casts of GREEK...

Highschool HIghway...

Welcome to another year of torture and despair

Where your fate will be determined by the outfit that you wear

or the color of your hair, or the place you put your chair

Oh, god, it's so unfair

To bend and not to break. Chin up, try not to quake

I'm grinning on the outside but I'm a wreck internally

The Skechers squeaking full of song

I'm striding down this high school highway

I'm a dead teen walking

Dead teen walking

Dead teen walking

Ooh la la la la

ThE MoSt PerSOnaL...CelebratINg LiFE....

To sum things up for everything that happen in this life, you never going to miss facing all sorts of different feeling. To believe that I'm strong enough to face everything that happen in life, i do admit i miss calculated things sometimes. But deep down inside you will know that everything happened for a reason. A reason that one fine day, you'll know that you glad thing happen the way it happened.

sometime it all start with a primitive feeling of liking someone would end up cost you of losing a friendship. i hate it so much but, that is that. life must go on, you must drag your feet to move on even it's hard to do so. personally for me, i do admit I'm afraid of rejection especially it comes from a person that i hope would accept my so-called 'L-O-V-E'. but i rather be hurt than be accepted with the foundation of sympathy.

in my humble opinion time will heal everything (but i know the scar will always be there ^_^) the ALMIGHTY ALLAH would never let us down. Despite all the thunder the bright sunny day will come together with it colorful RAINBOW as a present to us ^_* so while waiting for that sunny day and colorful rainbow let just CELEBRATE LIFE~~~~~ make the most out of the MOST PERSONALmemories.... life is tooooooo short to be wasted i guess...more dramas are awaiting US out there..come on and pick the character, role and genre of drama that you like to act on. as for me this year 2010 i don't want to be the main character anymore...because last year IN 2009 i already play the main character ^_^ so this year i'll be the 'sidekick'

SweeTS fOr My SwEEt~~~~~

The truth is that life is DELICIOUS, horrible, CHARMING, frightful, SWEET, bitter, and that is everything.

For 2009, i developed this interest of 'baking'. being a self obsess of cheese i start baking a blue berry cheese tart , then it leads to simple cheesecake, then another chocolate cheesecake and another oreo cheesecake and then muffins and now cuppies.. ^_^

never thought that i would have talent in baking because i always thought cooking dishes and savory food is much more satisfying then baking (some people might disagree with that ^_* still remember when i was a kid age around 9 or 10 my mum keeps on insist or i like to say force me to learn how to cook. furthermore i have this very dictator sister (now we are like besties hehehe....) who often said to me , if i didn't help her cooking. i will get no food that day. hahaha...that really motivate me to help her cooking... you see our family is a very typical middle class family who my mother go out to work and i spend most of my time with my siblings. do our own cooking and be more independent . (too much reminiscing the past i guess)

so lets come to 2010, so this year i would like to bake a tiramisu... that thing actually is in my list to do in 2010..hahha might sound weird right???? soon after i manage to bake it i will put it the blog yea.. and 1 more things for me if my friends eat the sweets that i made for them i feel happy and satisfied ^_^

sweets for my sweet is the love i have for you,

sweets for my sweet is the love i love sharing with you,

sweets for my sweet is the love i love....

STartinG SomeTHing BEtter tHis yeAR...... ganBatei...

This would be the first entry for this year....1 of mY NEW year resolution is to write in this blogspot as frequent as possible. Looking back at 2009 so MANY things happened, just promise myself that i will try to

make things better FOR me n my babies kitty (chokobie n debab) this year...ganbatei...this year i already list out several things that i would like to accomplish... but i guess no need for me to publish it her but if i manage to fulfill it i will write it here....(more likely like a safe face act ^_^ ) hehhee....

this is my ever so lovely baby...chokobie baby...1 year and 4 month...he is soooo chubby (the

pic might deceive you because that is his slimming pose hahaha...) and the foods stealer in the house. As i'm writing this, this chubby baby of mine is sleeping like a log at his play station surround by his toys...

while this 1 is my sooo ever lovely princessa...kak debab...her age is around 5 years old. she is also known for her snobbish-ness, the type who don't mind other people affairs. As i'm writing this she is wearing her collar of shame (the e-collar for cat)because she got this flee allergic and keep on grooming her fur, which is no good.

as for me...welcome 2010, welcome all the drama. lets make 2010 the most progressive year

ever and let it be the year that we celebrate the most at the end of the year...motto motto ganbatei kudasai...

these days....

These days, the sun kicks in, the good guys win,

I'm illegal in the back seat.

These days I'm safe and sound, not dragged down,

You wanna know the reason?

These days go on, long after you've gone

These days go on, long after you've gone, these days go on and on.

These days, the karma's right, the sun shines bright,
I'm kicking out the bad dreams.
These days, I don't think twice, I walk on light,
I'm positively somewhere.
These days go on, long after you've gone
These days go on, long after you've gone, these days go on and on.

let this year leave the most wonderful shoes print ever... ^_^ muah xoxo~~~~~~~

LUv soNG....ANyOne???

Seharian aku mendengarkan lagu cinta mellow mellow mellow mellow mellow…

Kenapa lagu cinta nggak ada habis-habisnya, yah?

Dari jazz sampai rock, semua aliran musik ngomongin cinta melulu

Di tv ada yang jatuh cinta tapi ada yang cerai melulu

Dari yang cinta monyet sampai cinta yang lebih tua dari monyet (apa ya?)

Ada yang terang-terangan tapi ada yang sembunyi sembunyi

Katanya cinta.. kok malah sembunyi?

Katanya cinta sejati,

Katanya cinta terakhir,

Katanya….. bla bla bla….

Pe kate Haku: mcm nak t’gelak bace poem nie hehe….. (ok dah t’gelak pun haha…) dis poem seems funny but kalo d lihat mksd t’sirat nye…gosh there is HUGE meaning in it man!!!!….or only literary minded ppl like me jer kot yg nmpk all dat??? I reAlly like the part where 'Katanye cinta...kok malah sembunyi?'... yup For me, if u luv someone show it... express it... live it... dah name nye pun cinta... so tunjuK la ape Susah kn... idup nie dh sedia Kala rumiT so tlg jgn MerumiT kn lg keadAan nye... okies... Tu nOta PeringaTan Tuk sUmer Org yeK... haKu dh SerIK bab SembunYi2 nIe... PEdiH nye MenyentaP Ulu ati n MangsA yg Teraniaya adaLah RamAi...

TInGGaL Kan aKu...

tIngGaL kaN aKu….

Jangan lihat aku dari luaran yang berseri. Sinar seri itu akan hilang juga bila aku menampi usia menghampiri hari tua. Ia sementara dan ia boleh membawa pudar rasa. Jika keunggulan wajah yang dikau cari, tinggalkan aku.

Jangan lihat aku pada gerak geri ku yang kurang engkau suka. Aku bergerak pada nada manja keselesaan ku. Aku ketawa pada takat gempar kegembiraanku. Aku menitiskan air mata picis pada sentuhan salju hatiku. Jika manusia kebal tanpa perasaan dan tinggi ego yang dikau cari, tinggalkan aku..

Jangan lihat aku dari kata-kataku yang bersahaja. Bait-bait kekata itu sebenarnya adalah pertahanan diri ku terhadap kekecewaan dan salah langkah mengenal manusia. Jika lidah manis bergula yang dikau cari, tinggalkan aku.

P/s = erMM…waT i’m is wHo i’m…taKE it Or LEAVE it. We caN’t pLeazE evryOnE, Coz SumTime wE can’T eveN beINg abLE 2 pLeazE oUrseLF…So wHy botHer. CoZ at Da end wE Juz Got ‘Me, mySelf N i’…DepeNds On othErs arE juz Won’T woRk… ‘ H-O-P-E’, maKe SurE u BuiLD it uPon ‘UrseLf’ n Not otHErs…Am i beInG sElfcenTed?? Or JudGemeNtal?? Put UrseLf In ‘MY SHOES’ thAn u KnW how It FeeLs… N iF ur FeeT can’T fit IN to ‘MY SHOES’ theN LEAVE it ALONE coz it Only GoNNA hurt UR FEEt N torN up ‘MY SHOES’…Datz Why DA ALMIGHTY creATed ‘SHOES’ in MAny sizEs so U caN chOOse WhiCh ‘SHOES’ suiT u Da Most…Ermm…Too MaNY ‘MeTafoRIcaL ExTenSioN’ i Guess…weLL dat Is da BEAUTY of LangguaGE… So Once AgaIN if UR FEET can’T fit IN to ‘MY SHOES’ PlZ…pLz…PLZ…LEAVE it ALONE!!!!!

revolusi kehidupan yg baru.....

It's the chance of life, get ready, set, fly high.

But the fear of your mind, go for it.

It's hit or miss, too late for you to quit.

You gotta show 'em how bad you really want this, so...

Live your dream, it's not as hard as it may seem.

You gotta work together, dream, on hopes that you will seem,

From your fears, you have to win yourself.

It's all or nothing, if you're everything...

Are what you believe, you got to bring the dreams.

Set the pace, competitions take the lead.

This is it, all eyes on you.

So stay on point and prove,

that you deserve whats long overdue.

Live your dream, it's not as hard as it may seem.

You gotta work together, dream, on hopes that you will seem,

From your fears, you have to win yourself.

It's all or nothing, if you're everything...

The hardest to recovery,

From the heartache of another kind,

I'm still drying my tears.

Getting over my own fears in my life.

So I wanna make sure this time that I'm strong enough,

To give it my all...

Live your dream, it's not as hard as it may seem.

You gotta work together, dream, on hopes that you will seem,

From your fears, you have to win yourself.

It's all or nothing, if you're everything...

So you gotta live your dreams,

So don't you be afraid.

Just set the pace, and take the lead,

It's your time to shine.

P/S = Action speak louder than words... nuff said. ganbatei kudasai... first mission is already on the way and i see some result already... ( trust me, the feeling is better than falling in love.. hahahah....watever, by the way DP you better watch out...next 2 month i'm going to get the 12 instead of the 14 hehehehe....happy 1000000x...). just i'm worry about the second mission, gosh my brain n my hand n my butt doesn't seem want to work together yet...huhuhu... but will work on it... currently on the JM spirit hahaha... tp malas gak kadang2...nak jadi cam einaz tp huhuhu... hampeh jek haku nie.... bak kate JM 'unless you faint, puke or die...dont stop moving' hahaha...cruel giles but it work like hell... trust me on that.... JM spirit all the way.......