If it's MEANT TOO BE!!

I hold on soooooo dearly to this in every aspect in life... Life is full of surprise and Allah works in mysterious ways... So people keep on have FAITH in life you'll never know what is going to happen in the future... Oh 2014 I'm sooooo looking forward to meet you n you too serendipity... wink..wink.. hehehehe...okiess.....daaaaa ^_^

p/s = Adek F jgn lupe pinang ai next year hahaha... :p mamposss smpi tua andartu hikhikhik... but hey life is full of unpredictable series of events kn..so keep the faith...

THE SIMPLE THING...

Oh simple thing where have you gone?
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

Strangers, AGAIN!!!!!

“Our lives will continue on different directions toward the inevitable end, becoming strangers, again. And everything we shared will just become fragmented memories…from so long ago, I’ll question if it even really happened. And all that will be left is this, a box of random stuff, from a fated period of time when this stranger was the most important person in my life.”

So there we go again~~~ YOU & ME WE ARE STRANGER...

A wedding & Movie Marathon & zzzzz....

Last month I attended  ctot's cousin wedding reception...and it was held at Kelana Jaya... I did went for their wedding solemnization way back in June or July if I'm not mistaken. Biasa kalo dengan family ctot opcos ler datang not just for makan2 sajorkkk... kami2 yg anak2 dara nie kena mencemar duli menjadi gadis2 pemberi goodies bag. 

selain menjalankan tugas kami2 nie pun bergedix2 bergambar sana sini lah... mcm biasa acu sebagai ketua gadis2 goodies bag mmg havoc lah... si nabilah nurse yang balik kerje shift malam pun gigih jugak dtg siang tu... sian die skrg slalu kena shift mlm..

Modern wedding skrg nie mmg ada mcm2 props... makcik n pakcik sporting giler ber Mrs & Mr bagai... aku nie ske tgk mak n bapak ctot nie cos mak ctot nie very ler garang n riuh rendah tp bapak die relax n cool jek... even dieorg tak ber'abg2 sayang pun cos they called each other by their own name jek & makcik slalu membebel kat pakcik n pakcik slalu cracked unfunny jokes to makcik (ktorg pun terpaksa jek gelak kdg2 hehehe) tp they understand each other better dari pasangan husband & wife modern skrg yg gedix2 ni... persefahaman tu very subjective kan... bergaduh slalu bukan bermaksud tak sayang, ber'kau aku bukan bermaksud tak romantik btl tak??? Oh both of them really remind me of  Acix Nana & Yusman Fad abgkilat2 hahahah Mi-Shah & cik Mat jugak hihihih... *hish hati sendiri plak yg sayu tetibe (very der mengong lah aku nie) 

Nota kaki = kepada bakal laki saya, saya kuat ketawa n suka berangan n merepek2 kdg2 n ske sedey x tentu pasal n family saya nie is like a big jigsaw puzzle so kalo kawen dengan saya harap dapat bersabar n cuba faham saya yek!!!! n I will do the same thing to U too ^_^

(perlu lah kan ada benda alah nie -_-" )

Ok habis bab kawen2 so balik dari event tu aku trus balik kg BB lah...actuallykan siang tu dieorg sumer pi magic river tau n aku opcos ler tak hekot hukhukhuk...mlm tu pas dinner n lepak2 sembang tetibe dtg idea nak tgk movie citer hantuuuuuu.... so malam n siang besoknye jugak tu ber movie marathon ler kami....aku nie ske nk tgk citer hantu tppppppppppp....hehehehe bila part2 mcm hantu nk kuar or seram2 tu aku tgk la permandangan alam sekitar aku hahahhaa.... slalunye yg menjadi hantu adalah org2 yg berada d sekeliling la gamaknye...kami semua terbonkang2 time bermovie marathon nie... aku mampu bertahan 1 movie sajorkkkk n time movie kedua tu half way aku dah sampai london dah hahaha... apa lagi zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz....... Okies la tu jek yg nk citer hikhik..daaaaaa....xoxo

Exam Paper & Coffee & Dinner & Bff

Nie entry peram actually tp since aku dh buat draf so aku decide tuk publish kan sajorkkk la yek hehehe.... 1 fine evening couple of weeks ago ctotnye singgah opis aku ler cos katanye die nk ke Mid Val coz nak attend this event with clinique cosmetic tu... since I'm not in a very good mood at that time n she said I NEED A PROPER DINNER N A GOOD LISTENER so aku pegi ler hehe... while waiting for her to finish the event aku lepak lah kat starbuck to grab some caramel frap (wajib with coffee base hokay baru ada kicked) n tiramisu n mark my student's exam papers... waaaaa~~~ to my surprise very der productive lah wei menanda kat situ...should do more often lah mcm gini hikhikhik hish very der plastic  ~~ oh tiramisu kat situ is not my cup of tea lah *drolling teringat tiramisu kat Alexis hukhukhuk minus the cognac lah opcos....

Once the event habis, ngam2 la dah waktu dinner so we went resto hunting for food lah...at first nak pi tenpayaki sajork cos dh lama tak cekik bnd alah tu tp smpi jek mak aiiii bersusun wei org n bnyk menu yg dh abis sooooo we decide tuk pegi Pasta Zanmai la macam tu....rasanye mmg dh lama giler x g pasta zanmai nie n bnyk menu die dh berubah hukhuk... actually menu resto nie more to fusion lah..a mix of japanese & Italian pnya food..mcm kat atas nie ala2 miso based soup with mushroom & lala mcm tu tp noodle die buka udon tau tp spaghetti...serious sedap very the refreshing gitew... ctot suke la nie.  

Nie aku punya Omurice with beef in teriyaki sauce .... sedapppppppppp weiiiii.... tp aku rasa portion die bnyk lah cos aku serius tak abis...yg nie aku amik set so it comes with salad n miso soup... rugi kalo tak amik set cos just tambah 2 or 3 hengget sajorkkk... oh vinaigrette tuk salad die sedap very der nutty2 skit rasa die..

Yang in appetizer kami... portobello mushroom with smoked salmon... ctot suke gilerrrrrr bnda lah ini n aku pong ske gak actually hehehe... salmon die mmg melt lah dlm mulut... sesiapa yg diet aku rekemen korg cekik bnd nie.. makan seploh pong tak nangis hahaha.... ^_^ sambil makan tu apa lg duk pok pet pok pet lah molot kami2 nie... even aku n ctot 1 tempat keje tp kami jarang jumpa tau cos kami len depart, departing department hehehehe.... so once in a while kalo dpt lunch or dinner date mmg meriah la berciter bagai, kita kenalah slalu make time for our BFF hokay even kita busy mcm maner pun... so jgn luper yek nnt g singgah pasta zanmai nie g makan2 yek... hish rindu plak aku nak g plaza damas mencekik kat Aji Don Alley tu... seee kan aku dh kata aku sukeeeeee makannnnnn.... yelah2 nnt aku workout ler lebey2 kalo mkan banyak2 hehehe..okiessss..daaaaaa...xoxo

Thanks INSTAGRAM...

People said little thing can inspire you in a big way... yup aku sangat2 agree...kenapa??? One fine day duk g skodeng2 IG orang2 then g melawat IG abg kepada adek F then I saw this...suddenly reality strike.. hey instead of start wishing why don't u start doing it...wish2 jek sampai kiamat pong x jd ape kan...

aku nie kan sejak abis study degree dolo2 kan mmg mengembang gan hebatnye tau very the mabeles tau... aku nie mmg ske makan hehehe... makan is next best thing in life okay ^_^ dulu masa tinggal kat kuantan mmg rajin g berjogging kat hostel students..bila pindah bukit mahkota mmg sumer ke laut except masa aku aktif g line dance punya kelas mmg badan turun cepat cos tiap2 minggu g berjoget (very der kaberet plak rasanye hehehe...) then masa buat master lah amik kooooooo~~~ stress jek makan pastu slalu x cukup tdo kan so gedebuk la jadinye..bila tgk pic2 jaman mengkurus so ai jadi ler very der stress weiiiii...mcm pic bawah nie even takdelah mengkurus sgt pong actually -_-"

So start from that aku mengambil la inisiatif tuk buat aktiviti menabung lemak untuk bekalan d kemudian hari...aku perasan tau smakin mengmok2 kan semakin pemalas giler nk g shopping cari baju or kasut even aku nie adalah pengiler kasut especially heels....iyolah kaki aku nie dh lah maha besar kalo mengmok2 jd kembang mcm apam tau so kompem ssh cari saiz... last2 aku ske pakai flip flop sajorkkk...ctot kemain bising kat aku cos she said I've lost my MOJO hokay!!! nak mekap2 conteng muka mcm wayang pekji pong jd very der pemalas xde mood, pada hal dulu kalo makin aku stress bukan main bermekap2 bagai aku nie...so aku decide okay lah lets put a stop to this n jom g berJM smuler n g lari2 riang smuler a.k.a jogging ler...lg pun kat opis aku ada seorg adek nie die pun ada kesedaran tuk sihat cos tetibe aritu die kena sakit dada yg hebat n doc bising2 kat die..so die slalu g jog sensorg so aku ckp kat die xpelah ajak jela aku skali at least kalo ada teman idok ler bahaya sgt kan...

Motip kali nie bukan ler nak mengkurus mcm Gisele Bundchen or Miranda Kerr or apa2 lah tp just to have a health body jek so leh shopping kasut dgn riang tanpa riso xde saiz hikhikhik blh mcm tu??? ^_^ oh kejayaan yg paling best kunun2 lah pas dh slalu buat JM adalah berjaya panjat broga sampai puncak hehehe..adalah sangat berbeza tau stamina kalo berworkout dgn x workout... so skrg I try to workout at least 4-5 times a week lah...with 1 rest day n 1 cheat day... I don't focus sooooo much on weight loss lah tp just keep on workout jelah...n eventually the lemak santan berkrim tu pong will masuk tabung jugak kan..

Then every weekend aku akan membangkitkan diri tuk berjogging dgn rajin nye even kadang2 agak malas huhuhu~~~ so far very consistent jgk lah (oh best jgk jogging nie rupanye yek hehehe) 2 tempat yg aku slalu g kat tasek cempaka bangi n taman saujana hijau presint 11... I'm in love with jogging track kat presint 11 tu cos very the cantik n best jek aku berlari2 riang kat situ... last week bella join aku g melenjan lari2 kat situ... sooooooooooo aku sgt2 berharap aku leh beristiqomah ler dlm bt benda2 alah nie... even aku dh start workout itu bukan bermakna aku sgt kekwat x mau join agenda makan2 dgn rerakan...for me makan tetap makan hehehe (cos aku mmg ske makannnnnnnnnn) cumanye kalo aku makan bnyk aku kena workout lebih lah.... aku x paham ler org yg nk jg badan n skip2 makan nie...wei mkn lah weiiiiii!!!!!! hehehe...okies daaaaaa.... xoxo

Its U n ME alwaysssss n Forever~~

I'm a type of person who is blessed with having wonderful friends around me...ALLAH kan adil, disetiap kekurangan pasti akan diberikan kelebihan di bahagian yang lain pulak...aku kan kureng ONG a.k.a LUCK skit dh department familia n lovey dovey kan so ALLAH kasi sikit lebey ONG kat part friendship2 nie supaya aku tak rasa loser sangat hehehehe... THanks ALLAH ^_^  Among all my BFF, this person is one of the special one... aku rasa aku pun x hengat since when kitaorg start berkawan but tau2 jek kitorg dh berkawan so aku tnya mak aku how kitaorg leh kenal...mak aku kata since korg umor 3 tahun cos family die pindah area umah ktorg since umo 3 tahun...so okay ha since umo 3 thn la agaknye ktorg kawan... Oh name die nie Azliza or aku panggil die liza bakar cos die anak pak bakar... start from that memang melekat lah jd BFF, g skolah tadika sesama, masuk sek rendah sesama, masuk sek menengah sesama, masuk form 6 sesama cuma masuk Uni jek tak sesama cos rejeki liza takde ke situ.. tapi die nie sgt rajin tau study, sume homework mesti siap n aku??? aku tukang tiru keje skolah die hikhikhik lagi2 essay ^_^ tapi rejeki orang lain2 kan...despite kepemalasan aku nie kalo aku push diri aku Insyallah aku managed to pull through...Thanks ALLAH cos bagi aku otak yg cepat pickup d saat2 memerlukan..

Cuba carik kat manekah AKU yang kiut berpony tail itewwww dlm pic sek tadika nie??? (cluenye kami d barisan belakang skali) hahahaha... liza bakar kompem lah kat tepi aku kan :p Kalo nak kuar malam lepak kat Anjung n balik kul 2,3 pagi masa form 6 gan dak2 kelas aku jual jek nama liza n liza jual nama aku kat parents masing2 n kompem dpt kuar hehehe... aku mcm guardian angel die cos bf die masa nak ngurat die mesti kena mintak permission aku dulu... n aku akan buat muka garang n kerek supaya die x main2 kn si liza nie... even pas masuk Uni n jauh dari die we still as tide as usual..n time cuti sem aku balik jb n kepokaian die lah yg support g makan bile kuar n bila aku dh keje skrg aku ler pulak kadang2 payung die pulak...

So this US now after 27 years of friendship (oh nie pic raya couple of years ago sbb tu nmpk slim skit hehehe)... even lepas masuk Uni aku dh x settle down kat jb lagi we still keep in touch n even tak slalu borak2 kat tepon tp aku akan make sure I will pick up the phone n call her whenever I miss her company or when I just want to talk to her out of the blue... she usually will be the first person to know kalo aku nak balik JB n she will also be the person yg slalu bebel kat aku suh balik JB... I'll be forever grateful to have her as my BFF... Bukan ler nak puji diri, tapi aku nie jenis org kalo dh berkawan tu biarlah selamanye... n kalo terasa sana sini situ tu adat lah dalam berkawan...this 27 years of friendship pun bukanye semua wangi jek ada lah masam bacin hapak sumer2 lah tp niat kita nak berkawan dengan Ikhlas Insyallah ada jalannye yg penting jangan stabbed kawan2 dari belakang...mane2 rahsia yg mengaibkan kawan2...kita simpan kemas2 mcm mane kita nak aib kita pun ditutupkan...always be there for them n jgn ler cari kawan time kita nak mintak tolong jek kompem lah ko kena black listed gan mmber tu (hish rasa mcm kaunselor plak pffftttt...) Oh liza bakar bulan 12 ai balik JB tp x bawak kete so sila la jd supir ai dikala ai memerlukan...kalo ko kuar dating siap koooooo!!!!! muahahahaha oh pls inform ur lastest bf that I wanna meet him (sambil buat muka garang hahaha)... oh tak saboooo nk jmpe linda nordin jugak nie, dah pregnant dh pompuan tu alhamdulilah x sabooo aku nak usap2 perut die..siapa linda nordin tu??? oh tu my another BFF gak kenal dr darjah 4 hehehe... len kali la aku citer yekkk... Okiesss daaaaa.....xoxo

U Belong With ME???? NOT~~~~~

If you could see
That I'm the one
Who understands you.
Been here all along.
So, why can't you see ‒
You belong with me,
You belong with me?

Ala actually tak semudah itew ler rerakan... kadang2 ape yg kita rasa perfect kat hati n fikiran kita idok ler seperfect dimata orang lain n vice versa... cuba amik contoh adek F n Adek Ral, pada mata aku dh memang perfect couple match made in heaven lah tapi last2 tak jadi jugak hukhukhuk.... hoi hoi hoi even aku mmg ske kat adek F tapi kalo die dgn Adek Ral aku pun tumpang bahagia n happy hokay... aku nie tak tamahak tau...paling kurang pun aku meroyan kejap jek tp pastu okay ler ^_^ cos dh mmg dieorg cute together nak buat camno... Hish dh lama rasanye x betul2 ske kat orang yg sebenar kan (ape yg aku merepek ni?????) Untuk pengetahuan semua aku nie adalah org yg sangat peRAHASIA, u can guess my mood but u will never know whats going on behind the curtain if I'm not let u in.... but if u know long enough I can guarantee u can read me like a book cos I'm very transparent actually behind the facade... oh Ctot can read me like a book n damn she good at it hukhukhuk...dammit gurl hahahaha...  

HISH ENTRY INI ADALAH SANGAT MEREPEK TAPI IF U KNOW ME WELL ENUFF ADA MAKNA NIE!!!!