aS wHeN we ThouGht....???

There is a time when sometimes when we thought we can't go on with our life when something bad or unpredictable happen to us... especially when we lost something or someone that so precious and dearest to us. When that misfortune event happen our mind will totally be at a state of panic and shock, and our heart will be sad. As when we thought we can't go on to face life, as if things around you will stand still and grief along with you. As when you thought what am i going to do after this??? What is going to happen??? Is it going to be the same again??? Am i ready to start all over again??? Thousand and thousand of questions will pop out of your brain...

As when we thought that is the end of everything and your world will crumble together with the sadness. Suddenly you realize you still breathing, the world still keep turning around and you still need to live in it (as you will find it as the most painful part). As when we thought we are not strong enough to bare all the suffering and our heart bleeding inside. And suddenly you also realize nobody bother about it and they don't care, they have their own affair to deal with. They couldn't be bother with you.

Then you start to recruit you heart to be strong, train your brain to start thinking, start to be-friend again with your senses and having heart to heart talk with your soul. Then suddenly you will realize, things are not that bad. You can face this, life is all about losing and gaining something through out the journey. Every new beginning is some beginnings end. As when we thought we are not that strong try to look back at things that happened along the journey of our life. We might lose or gain something, we might say hello today and goodbye tomorrow to somebody, we might be sad and happy or we might be everything that life desire. But never underestimate your own power of surviving. So as when we thought....??? But at the end we will realize something. As The Almighty ALLAH said there is nothing happen that goes to waste. There is something behind everything.

*Note for myself, be strong because ALLAH knows the BEST for you.

(Oh the 2 picture above is being capture by me using my 3.2 megapixel phone only but after some enhancing of color and the not-so-professional technique of mine i think it looks nice ^_^ ngeeee~~~ look at the color of the sky and its refection in the sea water. This picture was taken at the beach in Labuan during sunset)

Down MEmoRy LaNE...

Guess today where do i go????? hehehe..down to the memory lane...(sound soooo ages la plak kuikui)... saje2 jek go back try to experience back life during study dulu...rindu sangat all the memories...tuk anak2 yang gah study sekarang nie, tolong hayati masa study anda...bila dah keje nie...tak sama tau dengan waktu study dulu...responsibility dah makin banyak n berat...dulu masa study u can make a mess n get a way wit it but now..it's a BIG NO NO....

sempat snap pic my room mase study dulu...waaaaa~~~~rindu sama itu bilik, sangat2 rindu itu memori jugak...sebelah my room tu bilik cik ctot ngeeee..(inseparable..yea i know) dulu mase study tahun akhir aku rent bilik sorang means aku jek la dlm bilik tu...best duk bilik sorang nie..ko nak buat pe pun xde sape nak bising...besepah ker kemas ker...xde sape kisah.... oh cik nisah slalu come to my room n tumpang tdo (slalu penakut die nie)...n we will chit chattin until tertdo..(sak rindu ko nie)...ada masa nye aku gan cik ctot akn membuat tayangan premier 'Gol n Gincu' or 'Legally Blonde' bile kiteorg frust or slalu jumpe jantan2 yang biol dalam idup kitorg...ngeeee~~~bilik aku ada pc n sound system yang sangat power (subwoofer gitu) cik ctot slalu lepak bilik then bukak lagu kuat sampai 1 paras tu bleh dengar, then bile kuar bilik jek banyak ler notes suh jgn memekak ktorg dapat hehehe.... ohhhh~~~wat a memory... ^_^ kalo ktorg sume nak melepak kadang aku, cik nisah n cik june akan lepak gak bilik cik ctot...kekadang kalo cik ctot br balik dr kramat die slalu bawak makanan..so ktorg mencekik la kat bilik die...hehhe.... waaaaa~~~~ to ALL THE MEMORIES, I MISS U Soooooooooooooo MUCH.... xoxo ^_^

Memory is a way of holding onto the things you love, the things you are, the things you never want to lose. ~From the television show The Wonder Years

Leftovers in their less visible form are called memories. Stored in the refrigerator of the mind and the cupboard of the heart. ~Thomas Fuller

ermmm....BETUL ker????

Ermmm...g makan la kat sushi king smlm, ahad ler kn...saje jek jenjalan kat alamanda wit cik ctot n cik nabila. dah penat jenjln nak ler g makan...then t'gerak lah nak g mkn kat sushi king..ages nye x mkn situ..dulu mase study cik ctot n cik june kemaruk mkn situ then dah keje nie tekak dah agak kembang gak ler nak makan kat situ lagi...huuuuu~~~

duk belek2 menu tergerak la plak nak mkn unagi gan nasi tu..then budak waiter tu leh kate lak..kak kalo yg tu ada alkohol la skit coz unagi tu masak gune alkohol..ermmmm..ktorg macam terdiam jap..sjak bile sushi king masak letak alkohol kat unagi die???? then unagi sushi tu pun x leh mkn ker coz marinate unagi tu gune alkohol ker???? ermmm...cik ctot dh terkesima...die siap kate dh berpuluh2 unagi dh die sumbat kat prut die sjak mule mkn kat sushi king nie..ngeeee~~~~ puzzle jek ktorng...

so sbb aku malas nak puzzle2 aku order ker ikan saba nie ha...bleh la tahan..tp ikan saba yg koreang food kat mid valley tu lg sedap kot n lagi xtra bapak ikan saba ngeeee~~~ okies la chow...perlu bergerak ke LCCT nie....oh ckp pasal LCCT ktorg dah mule buat plan tuk holidy next year gak...best2..nak carik tempat yg bnyk muzium...ktorg mabuk muzium...entry len nnt aku citer pasal muzium kat labuan n brunei laks, kan ari tu aku g berholiday tu heheh..material n pic tuk ceritera dh ada...mase jek xde tuk tulis kat sini...chowww...xoxo

kenYANG la nieeee~~~AMIN

waaaa....ari nie sangat la alhamdulilah KENYANG dengan rejeki2 yg ALLAH kasi...ALHAMDULILAH~~~~ nie la kronologi journey for food ktorang ari nie ngeeee~~~ me n cik ctot start all the food journey at 11am... we grak to Ampang for cik ctot nye kazen nye umah..die buat aqiqah anak n after bace yasin n all we menyantap ler...ada macam2 gak nasi wit bermacam jenis lauk pauk then ada roti jala siap bagai...oh lontong n nasi impit kuah kacang pun ada nie...waaaa~~

x lame pastu grak lak g putrajaya umah sedara cik ctot gak... tp on da way dr kl ke sane jem yg agak hebat, nyesal x hekot highway putrajaya yg jauh tu waaa~~~ umah atok nie mee soto die sodap ngeeee~~~ada laksa gak (knowing me..aku x makan laksa lor..) ada gak spaghetti, cucur udang, roti jala pun ada gak lagi...prut mmg macam nak meletopsss~~~oooo ujan time nie tp ktorg redah gak...

dengan ujan yg ada lebat ktorg grak lak g sri putra umah kak zuhrah...kawan keje ktorg...umah die sbnrnye from 12-4pm tapi duk sbb duk sebok ke hulur ke hilir ktorg sampai umah die kul 5 lebey...hehhe seb baik ada lagi org yang datang...(kak zuhrah siap ugut kalo x dtg putus kawan nie..kuikui...comey jek.. kalo x ugut pun ktorg dtg ler kak ^_*) kat umah kak zuhrah ktorg sbnrnye mmg dh x leh nak menyumbat prut nie lg ....tp mengigih kan diri gak..sian tuan umah penat tempah katering... nasi beriyani menu die...sedap nasi n lauk nye..ada lemang gak tp mmg dh x leh masuk dah...duk la borak2...borak2 nye borak sampai ler 6 lebey...bergegas ler grak balik coz mlm nye pun ada gak lagi open house nye ( leh bayang kn x...huuuuu mmg ari tuk mkn sungguh)

sampai umah kul 7...kedebuk gedebak , solat siap sume kul 7.45 truz grak ke KLGCC, nie open house yang d buat oleh family abg ipar cik ctot. ...bayang kan x sempat tukar baju pun ngeee~~~ sampai kat sane pun dah kul 8 lebey...sampai jek kak un kakak ctot tegur naper x tukar baju ngeee~~~..sume org tny...abg khairun, abg ipar cik ctot pun perli die gak coz x tukar baju (rasional nye naper sume org tau ktorg pakai baju siang td coz, siang nye ktorg g beropen house gan mereke2 juge ngeee~~~) kat sini lagi ler raja segala open house..macam2 ada...ktorg yg dah agak surrender nie pun menjamah2 lah menu2 yang ada... pas puas posing2 sane sini...kul 9 lebey ktorg pun mengundur kan ler diri... bayang kan 4 tmpt dlm 1 ari...mmg murah rejeki nie..AMIN..... misi selepas nie ialah...... (fill in da blanks..cik tim dah sound dah ngeeee) daaaa..xoxo

NoTHIng BEtter~~~NOthing BettEr ThaN yoU!!!!

credit for the clips to hohoemi in utube..n brown eyed soul for the song...thanx yea~~~

been listening to THIS ALL DAY.... ngeee, nothing better...nothing better than YOU.... (luv..luv is all over the air~~~~waaa...dreaming...) shweet giles..nie leh buat lagu potong kek mase kawen sok wawawa~~~brangan x bleh bla..ntah berape juta banyak nye ntah lagu kawen aku nie...pastu nak nak mampus nak cakap kat mak nak bukak lagu koreang mase time kawen..buang tebiat (tp tu majlis aku so ske ati pengantin ler kan..ngeee~~~duhhhssss perasaan btl) lagu nie dengar mase khun appa sang it to vic omma...waaaaa~~~meh ler sesape nyanyi lagu nie tuk aku meh.....udah ler perasaan nie....chow..xoxo

Damn BORED at LibRy...tHank GOD 4 KhuNtoRia..weeee~~~

spend day again at library, but when bored-doom start to attached and mate semakin mengecik n kpale smakin tepu hehhee.... mari kite tinggal kn cik dear darling lappy n membuat aktiviti ini...so nie la activiti yg d laku kan....

nie la ha..g makan bubur kat bakery bawah tu dekat gan library tu..sodap bubur die, dulu mase buat degree aku slalu mkn bubur nie coz sgt ekonomi murah n kenyang (maklum lah duit x brape nak ada mase stdy nie ngeee...) tp skrg nie sgt berkembang dah bisness aunty n uncle nie cos mcm2 menu dah ada dah..dulu cume bubur n roti2 semata, tp sekarang nie dh ada cake2 yang enak n ada kebab siap bagai...aunty n uncle nie sweet jek, dh d ambang usia bersara dah tp maybe they do this because of minat...next time kalo g lagi nnt aku amik pic decor bakery die lak..sgt la european decor coz kalo tgk pic2 yg letak kat situ ada gak pic aunty n uncle nie jenjln over the sea...hehehe

pastu nie satu lg..aku rase kalo campk kat padang pasir pun sempat bershopin gak kot kuikui... sempat sambar 3 helai cutey baju..hahha kat sini bese lah aku rase sume U kot mst ada org jual2 baju2 kat community center die kn..kat sini pun same jek..murah n cantik2 jek...tangan kurita ku kembali beraksi ler gamak nye...

last but not least yeaaaaaa~~~~bukak utube layan KHUNTORIA, nie layan 5 jam pun mate segar jek..cis x aci betul la... nie my latest obsession nie... hidup KHUNTORIA... they look soooooo shweet 2gether...i am shipper now...but skrg rase cam dah terminat gan ADAM couple gak..thanks to KHUNTORIA as well... then despite all this kena la jgk tgk buku n journal smuler...dushhhhhh~~~~~ xoxo

i LEARN from the BEST... ngeeeee~~~

i learn from the best, i learn from you...mcm lagu sape ekk nie???? Whitney Houston... hehhee~~~ kadang2 ada gak benda dalam idup nie baik or x baik tp kite leh gune pakai gak dalam idup....aku ada lah blajar 1 benda nie...n aku rase benda ada gak gune nye time2 macam skrg nie..ngeeee~~~~ sangat berterima kasih kerana ada gak sudi mengajor benda nie kat aku..ngeee~~~stelah melihat keberkesanan nye benda nie aku rase ada agak berbaloi untuk men'try benda nie...hehehe~~~can't wait to do it ^_^ serious benda berkesan tau..coz org yg slalu buat benda memang pro...aku scara tidak langsung tlah terbelajar dah... yosh arigatou neh... akan mencube nye dari skarang..mase taip benda alah nie pun dah mule dah...weeeee~~~~wish me luck xoxo... ^_*