OH!!!!!!! weekEND~~~~~ ^_* mari MAKAnnnnnnn

Kuar berdating wif my partner in-crime...cik ctot. after we finished attending the students convocation, we straight away went to the curve n ikea... waaaa~~~ tersangat lah ages nye tak jejak kaki kat sana. because both of us puasa that day so as soon as we arrived, we go and solat first because its already magrib. then straight away pergi cari makan...both of us nawaitu datang just for makan only... n dalam ati ada 2 choices, either pergi makan at the apartment or Italiannies (yummlious ^_^ ) but at the end decide untuk makan at Italiannies ...but i didn't snap many picture ( maybe because we r DAMN hungry kuikui...)there except my fave mozzarella bread or sumthin i forget the name...

i ordered as usual 'roasted chicken n basamic glaze' n cik ctot ' clam spaghetti' since 'mussel spaghetti' habis huhuuu~~~ tersgt kami ini berpuas ati coz portion die bnyk n smpi x terabis mkn ayam aku si antu ayam ini hehehe.... ^_^ sambil mkn we talk n try to catch up with all things that happened latelly...once in a while both of us need this kind of therapy...this is what 'REAL FRIENDS' should do..doesn't matter how busy we are i'm going to make sure we will have this kind of therapy session ^_^

After mkn i went to pet safari to buy dak2 gumuks kat umah tu nye foods..punya ngadanye anak2 bulus nie, coz dah tak mau mkn AIMS yg bese tu lah. so mummy yg mithali yg berpoket nipis nie pun membli la AIMS mix cat foods...anak2 nye pasal xpe la mummy pejam mate jela (tp dlm ati menangis waaaaa~~~~~ hehehe) then pastu tekak nie trase nak minum caffeine...then go la lepak la kat kedai kopi 'bintang' nie~~~~waaa lega nye tekak....

then on the way balik buat gan keje mungkar sblum nak pose nie..kang dh pose cam berslh la plak (mcm la kalo x pose x berslah uweksss hahaha...)

then smpi umah trase lapo plak (mane x membolat nie waaaa~~~) seb baik bli sushi sodap kat ikea tu...soft shell crab sushi n salmon...sodap btl mst x pena miss bli kat sane...

so that is the end of our weekend makan therapy session..x leh buat slalu coz akan membolat gan HEBAT BERKRIM nye ngeeeee~~~~~ xoxo ^_^

Plan perancangan idup ^_^

Last weekend i went to an induction program handle by my company. At first punya mmg menyumpah2 tak mau pegi sana. It is because i was super freakin busy that week especially with quizzes and so many other things. the venue was somewhere over hulu mane ntah... lets skip everything except the part on this 1 night that we had an activity more or less like a flash back and looked back what we had done and experienced through out out life until time of speaking that night. they gave us this piece of paper so we can jot down everything that we remember about our life, started from age 1 until now...mind u i'm about to turn 2? this year....(still young though ngeee...) gosh from that piece of paper i can see my journey in this world... it quite impress n shock n amaze n sad at the same... all this time so many things happened. all the happiness n sadness just start flashing in my mind... then i realize something, life is just toooooooo freakin short man~~~~ really-really short. feel like yesterday i experienced all that memories.

after that the instructor asked us to fill in the remaining empty space from our age now to the age of 70 years old and plan what we want to do with our life... gosh sangat la terasa ber'ambitious terlampau diri ini... tapi i can only manage to make a plan for myself until 10 years from now jek... more then that i terasa tak termampu (Ya ALLAH sesungguh nye ko maha mengetahui) coz walau hanya nak plan pun aku rase tak mampu...diri masih rasa sangsi with my own self nya capability... and 1 thing bila kite list down kan everything that we plan sume nye manis2 n baik belaka but i know when it come to reality it is NOT as SWEET n NICE as i plan it to be~~~~~ hurmmmm..... but insyallah i will try my best to make all that a reality..

UNTIL that moment i realize life is just a piece of PAPER in front of my eyes... and life is just tooooooo freakin short ^_^ ..... xoxo

a song for MAMA~~~~

There is a moment when suddenly i would miss my late mommy so dearly... especially when people around me talking about their mommy. eventhough i miss her so much i rarely talk about this to anybody, i rather just keep it to myself n find any moment when i'm alone and cry out loud cos i miss her so badly. it really break my heart when others talk about how their mom would do this and that for them when they go back to their home town, cooking they fave meal and bla bla bla~~~~~ but that is life. sometimes i keep on reminding myself that things would never be the same again without her around, but life must go on. life doesn't stop even when our dearest leave us. we need to collect all the pieces and move on. even things will never be the same but remember there are people who still need us in their life that don't want us to be sad and keep on pray for us to be happy.

Dear Mom,

i miss u soooo badly sometime, i wish things would go back and be the same when u are around. i feel so sad and mad about what happened to our family after u gone. but don't worry about me, i become more independent and stronger to face what ahead of me now. life treats me with kindness. i try my best to treats life with kindness as well. but once in a while i do stumble and fall but i try my best to rise again, so i shall be fine. mom, in fine day we shall meet again. till that day, i shall miss u all the way~~~~~~~

sincerely,

ur lil angel

Yosh...Let START ALL OVER agaiN~~~~

After 2 month of SILENT...Lets start all over again, in this 2 month there are so many things happened. Tomorrow i'm going to start again my DIET program. i know the word 'START' shouldn't come in the picture cos eating healthy is not something that you can just START-STOP-START-STOP mode~~~ gosh for all this 8 month i was freaking GUILTY... ITs time to take control of things and start ALL OVER AGAIN... Last year i did lost a '12 freaking kg' but i think i pilled back some in this huge soon-become-sexy body ahakssss ^_* this past week i look back and visit again all the blog that i use to go to gain knowledge about healthy eating habit and exercise routine... there is 1 girl that i really ADMIRE, she is a blogger and i diligently always go and read her blog. She is 1 HELL of a strong minded lady, she is very dedicated to lost weight and she did manage shed HUGE number of kilos and manage to maintain it. Einaz if you read this, i really admire your dedication ( i don't know if u read this or not hehehe ^_^)

This time around i really want to watch out what i eat. planning to prepare a meal to work if possible everyday so i won't eat CRAP at work. prepare all the snacking as well for the evening. Currently i'm reading 'The lazy girl's guide to losing weight and getting fit' by A.J Rochester, a very good book to read because it provide the reader with knowledge of nutritious eating habits. For exercise routine i already have all the collection of Jillian Micheal DVD (thanks to Einaz) and my fave Body Jam and Body Combat DVD. My skipping rope, yoga mat, my 1 lbs and 5 lbs dumbbells and not forgetting my abs king pro (the abs machine).

The motivation to do this actually for my babies kitty debab and chokobie. Promise them mommy going to be healthy so mommy can take care of them for the rest of their life (waaaa~~~suddenly feel SAD~~~huuuu). Another motivation to do this is actually is ermmmm because of ~~~~~~ 'Leadho Yang' my eyes panda and abang 'hujan' hahhaha (waaaaa~~~~i'm crazy over them~~nuff said) yosh i will update gradually about this eating right program. i'm so here we gooooooooooooooooooooooo~~~~~~

WiLL U mArrY mE?????

Mood sekarang adalah sangat 'lovey dovey'. Just discover this song last week when i watched my 'dark cloud leader' sang it at idol army. Potentially going to be a wedding song hahhaha.... so SWEET ^_^

G.o.o.D LoVe~~~~

This is OFFICIALLY MY G.O.O.D LUV ^_^

To sUM THIngs Up~~~~~ comE on ^_*

So many things happened last month...most of it a really happy and good memory. So below is a sum up of all the things happened. ^_^

1. Getting my Baby 'V'...

2. My nieces came to my house to spend their school holidays.

3. Diner at Equatorial Bangi with colleagues.

4. Drive back to back KL-JB-KL in 1 crazy day... @_@

5. Took my babies to vet for their 1 year vaccination (chokobie n debab)

6. Attending baby zarif (dak tomel) birthday.

7. Going back to my old obsession... yeahhhhhh~~~~~ comics, manga, anime, K-pop, J-pop and soo many other things.... happy bunny ^_^

8. Last but not least, this misfortune event when baby 'V' got admitted to the ward@workshop...huhuhu very sad. @_@

So tadaaaa...that is all the things that happened all around march. Some fun, some good and some sad...but hey that is life, that is FLAVOUR OF LIFE...xoxo ^_^