Forget the WORLD~~~

"If I lay here, If I just lay here, Would you lie with me And just FORGET THE WORLD"

Life is hard sometimes, it is even harder when people around you don't understand it. Sometimes you ego is the brick wall that separate you from others. But then when your pride is the only thing you have, then sometimes it's all that matter. 

Kadang kala yang terbaik  adalah berbaring dan pejam mata, lupa kan dunia sejenak..besok pagi kita galas semula masalah dan teruskan kehidupan...hidup ini tak mudah tapi....

"Allah tidak akan membebankan seseorang melainkan apa yang dia mampu (Al-Baqarah: 286)"

Jadi kena lah yakin, Insyallah ada hikmahnya...

My Greatest MEMORY~~

Today was the best day of my life
I found a road back to remind me of you
The world keeps turning over,
Wish I could have you closer,
Of every moment lived so far,

This is my greatest memory,
You by my side,
I can picture you here with me, 
and if I tried, this cant be a crime, 
at least I can hold you in my mind.

MAK, U r my greatest memory, even though l can no longer hold you in my hand, at least l can 

hold you in my mind... Miss you..Al-Fatihah.

Heyyyyyyyy YOU!!!!!

cr: http://awkwardnbeautiful.blogspot.com

Hey You, l just met you but hey I envy You

Hey You, I envy your life, It looks so much fun to live in it.

Hey You, I envy your attitude,your positivity and direction on how you view life.

Hey You, I envy your house, it so homey and welcoming.

Hey You, I envy your cat, she is so chubby and very tortielicious. 

But Hey, Life is always greener on the other side right???

Put smile on my FACE~~

You know, we English literature people when we want to be sarcastic to one another we ask them to READ more so they can THINK more instead of cursing here n there... This is a conversation with my ex post-colonial course mates regarding to what we as a Malaysian face right now due to our post-GE13. I think the reasons that l become very sensitive and critical about all these racism,  independent, freedom fighter, nation and nationhood issues are simply because l read TOO MANY books about it. Doing MA in Post-colonial course expose me to all of the issues together with all the theories that come along in package with it. In case some of u question, WHAT IS POSTCOLONIAL LITERATURE??

Now u know why I am sooooo all out when it comes to all of these issues... U need to read Edward Said (Orentalism) and Frantz Fanon (Black Skin White Mask) books if u want to understand what is racism from the eyes of the subjugated community especially the colonial people vice versa. U need to read  Samuel Huntington (The clash of Civilizations) if u want to understand about people's cultural and religious identities. U MUST read Llyod Fernando (Green is the Colour) to experience the racial and religious tolerance issues that set against the shadow of the 13 Mei 1969 racial riots in Kuala Lumpur.U MUST read (Scorpion Orchid) to get in touched with the races, identities n social issues during the racial tension n nationalistic upbringing in Malaya n Singapura. Trust me u must READ, READ, READ n READ..... only then u will really see with ur TRUE EYES Insyallah!!! Okies...daaaaa~~~xoxo

Sudah CUKUP sudah!!!!

Lately nie kan mmg kalo bukak fb jek macam tengok wayang, wayang PRU 13 yg tak habis2...tuduh sana tuduh sini...aku pun mula2 join the wagon gak la time first day tu...kena la meroyan skit kn (aku manusia nyah!!!) tp kn kalo dah masuk 2,3 ari pun tak abis2 ko tak muak ke ha??? dah la sblm PRU pun mcm nak roboh bergendang sana sini dah abis PRU tu duk diam2 dah la..benda dah abis kn.. tak puas ati tggu lg 5 thn la contest again... pastu kompem la isu racial sentiment d main kan..baca posting aku kat bawa nie...

Orang2 mcm kat atas buat aku rasa wei ko nie cakap tak serupa bikin la... apa nie?? ko nie Dr. Jekyll n Mr.Hyde ekk?? Sudah cukup sudah la wei... we are Malaysian, please respect each other..okiesss..daaaa~~~xoxo

Orang yang JAHAT!!!

You, with your words like knives and swords and weapons that you use against meYou have knocked me off my feet again got me feeling like I'm nothingYou, with your voice like nails on a chalkboard, calling me out when I'm woundedYou, pickin' on the weaker man

Well, you can take me down with just one single blowBut you don't know what you don't know

Someday I'll be living in a big old cityAnd all you're ever gonna be is meanSomeday I'll be big enough so you can't hit meAnd all you're ever gonna be is mean
Dalam hidup ni jangan jahat sangat dengan orang lain, Allah tak suka (actually tarak sapa pun suka lah), peribahasa melayu pun ada sebut 'buat baik di balas baik, buat jahat di balas??? sila smbg sndr ^_^. Kalau dalam agama hindu ada hukum Karma, dalam konteks Islam maybe kita blh guna adalah kifarah la yek. Kadang2 balasan tu bak kata orang skrg ALLAH bayar cash tau...tarak tunggu2 kat akhirat lagi dah..so jangan buat jahat tau. ^_^

But all you are is meanAll you are is mean and a liar and pathetic and alone in lifeAnd mean, and mean, and mean, and mean
My new mantra kalo orang buat jahat gan aku, sambil l murder him/her in my mind hehehehe...okies..daaaa..xoxo 

BIRU mata hitam KU ^_^

Mereka guna HITAM, kita ada BIRU. Kulihat BIRU didalam hatiku. Mereka LAYU kita MAJU. KITA berjaya hingga ke MERCU ! 

#LAINKALILAH

#INIKALILAHBN

Ape2 pun

Episode #PRU13 #GE13 dah tamat, smoga panjang umur kita berjumpa lagi di PRU14... Insyallah orang Johor for the next 5 years aku balik jb hokay~~~ okiesss daaaa~~~xoxo

Happy Voting MALAYSIA~~~

Perang poster n bendera yang dok galak sepanjang minggu berkempen bermula ^_^

Setiap ceruk dieorg nie letak bendera n poster, ada bulan, ada dacing, ada roket macam2 kan...

So today is the DAY~~~ Oh aku x menjalankan tugas a.k.a tanggungjawab lg (kena buang negara la gamaknye nie) Insyallah the next 5 years aku mengundi yek ^_^ Since aku tak mengundi aku malas nak komen bnyk2, aku cuma mengkomen or buat open discussion with close2 friend sajork... So rerakan yg boleh mengundi sila la mengundi mengikut gerak hati anda... smoga apa yang d pilih adalah yang terbaik..Insyallah okiessss...daaaa...xoxo

Groupon Pakej 2 days 1 nite :p

Sempena pakej groupon 2 ari 1 mlm d teratak rina n fad d BB on labour day aritu jom layan pic2 kat sane yokkk~~~ ^_^ start plan nak kesana since pas main bekcinten ari sabtu mggu lepas..plan nak buat karok nite, tulah kejenya kalo ke BB nie. Macam beselah kalo dh kesana, antara aktiviti wajib adalah makan2 la yehaaaaaa~~~~ yum yum yum ^_^

aku kali nie masak ayam masak sambal n buat puding jagung wit kuah kastad hehehe... aku grak lmbt ke sana cos aritu yg supervise dak dels kat bangsar tu then blk petang baru masak2 n siap tggu org fogging dulu br kuar umah..grak kul 8pm n sampai dlm 9.15pm cos jem la kat damansara n higway nk ke ipoh tu...maklum lah besoknye kn public holiday. Tgk kat atas nie mcm2 jenis makanan ada, ikan bakar, kerang rebus, taufoofa, wedges, yong tau foo, murtabak, ciken wings n bynk lg lah hehehe ^_^

Nie yg paling best nie, mami bawak ulam-ulaman tau kacang botol, petai, terung rebus n dll siap ada sambal belacan lagi..sambal belacan die sodappppp tau..

Ini sate adalah tetamu terhormat hehehe... tggu lama cos kuah abis. ape2 pun time kasih la ada lecturer tu belanje tau hehehehe.... ^_^ sodappppppp....

Nie pic paginye, aku tdo kul 7 pagi kot...kunun2 nak tgk citer hantu ler punya pasal..tdo bgn tdo bgn aku hehehehe...geng2 yg lain ber pikca smpi ke pagi..aku, shah n diyana ler bertiga layan citer hantu thai tu... pagi tu aku bgn kul 10 lbh trus mandi (aritu dlm sejarah) cos naik skt kpale cos tdo x cukup... pas mandi g panas kn lauk pauk yg melambak2 tuk d sarapan kan... nie aktiviti memanas kan lauk secara berjemaah ler gamaknya,...

Nie la sarapan merangkap lunch skali, skali lagi mmg meriah la... belen2 pun sodap kalo makan ramai2...si idaku idamu siap ada beli roti nan 15 keping lg smlmnye so kami berjemaah cuba abis kan time breakie tu..

Nie aktiviti orang yang tak balik2 umah sndr lg d petang ari hehhee...si diyana gah busy menuntut ilmu kebal journal gan bang nenen..smoga siap cpt yek so nnt tak yah nangis2 lagi ^_^ pas tu kunun2 nak blk tapi terlekat plak tgk movie kat tb canggih fad n rina..kul 10.30pm baru pi mkn then aku trus blk umah kul 12am then smpi umah dlm kul 1am..yg len dieorg smbg amik pakej 3 ari 2 mlm plak hehehe~~~ okiesss daaaaa~xoxo...

cr: pic dr fb bang nenen, kak farah n Mi-shah

HEARTY n FUN Lunch~~

Last tuesday, me ctot n ct went to Bangsar to supervise our Dels student who doing her internship at NSTP. Sempat gak la borak2 wit the journalist  there a.k.a the student punya supervisor, tapi security kat sana very the strict cos skrg kan demam election so it consider as langkah berjaga2 for them takut ada imposter@orang2 yg mencurigakan enter the building...very the Nora Zain kami2 nie nk masuk sana hehehe (rujuk pic agen rahasia d atas ) ^_^ 

Then macam beselah pas tu kami pi lunch lah, dah ada kat bangsar nie apa lagi g lunch kat bangsar village lah cos mmg sekentut jek kot tempat tu gan NSTP. Mula2 ctot ajak g Basil tapi tetibe tekak aku nak sangat2 g Citrus Cafe cos teringat kan Marinara die yg SUPERB tu....*salivatinggggg...... oh nape ntah mata aku mcm terkepit jek sebelah dlm pic nie huhuuu...

This what we ordered that day, cheezy fries, creme brulee, 2 spaghetti marinara n spaghetti Olio seafood. Ct chantek first time makan kat sini pun dah tergoda (sila bawak saiful anuar ke sini yek ;p ) serius portion die bnyk n the seafood being cooked to its perfection tau. Next time aku dtg sini aku nk share jek spaghetti tu cos bnyk giler kot jenuh aku nk habis kan huhuhu~~ spaghetti olio die siap ada sprinkle cili api lg very the fusion hehehe... ^_^ the fries pun sedap cos die letak mozarella cheese all over it yum yum yum (killer calories intake) Overall it was a HEARTY FUN lunch, tp tak leh slalu lah koyak poket den hehehe... ok till next time~~~daaaa..xoxo

cr: pic from insta ct chantek :) 

Yummy~~Jom BUAT!!!!

Mabeles tak???? Got this pic from a friend punya FB, sangat la simple kan cara buat dia. Bahan2 pun senang cari..sangat best buat time cuti ni. Tetibe craving nak makan ais krim La Cremeria tu~~~waaaaaaa..... mencik!!!!!

Happy LABOUR day EveryOne ^_^

HAVE A NICE REST~~~this is OUR DAY ^_^  

Oh since now is semester break so I'm gonna have a LONGGGGGGGGGG~~~~ hohohoholiday ^_^ Will start working again on tuesday next week. Means I have 6 days off...yabedabeduuuuuuu~~~ since yesterday I'll be away on my Groupon holiday 2 days 1 nite at BB hehehehe...Jadi homeless kat sana. TQ Rina n Fad for feeding the homeless like moi :p