Letting go~~~

'Cause you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missin' home
Only know you love her when you let her go

And you let her go

If letting people go is one of the way to learn things in life then let it be... I let so many people  walk out from my life... some I did with total regret some I did with total relief... but all in all if people are meant to be in your life they will find way and vise versa... I'm tired of begging people to stay while in reality the heart is no longer there... 

Staring at the ceiling in the dark
Same old empty feeling in your heart
'Cause love comes slow and it goes so fast

2014 lets Gooooooo~~~~

Okay actually nie dah masuk bulan 2 in 2014... so far 2014 being kind to me even though there are always bumpy  rides here n there but Alhamdulilah.. Nie actually sangat bersalah cos dh lama berjaman kaduk tak menulis kat sini..knape ekkk??? banyak giler citer n pic2 nak tepek actually tapi tak terbuat2... hish apekan ko nie Ariana Rose Mawar kuikuikui .... Lets recap what happen in 2013 la kan... ermmm... nothin much actually tapi couple of months before the end of 2013 I gained some self consciousness to start grooming myself yang dah hampir mcm siamang thruout 2013 and the entire 2012 tu... for the last 3 months in 2013 I managed to shed 6-7kg (15.4 pounds) of FAT.... I REPEAT FAT!!!!!!  so aimnye adalah untuk teruskan lagi untuk 2014 plak... kn kunun2nya cite2 nak berbff semula gan adek kebaya yg manes ^_^ jom tgk pic kasi kuat semangat untuk jadi gadis yg mencapai kecantikan sempurna di ambang 31 hahahah... mcm babiks sgt statement itu..

Yg belah kiri nie tak silapnye dlm bulan 4 thn lepas... very der mcm lembu tenusu prut aku kn...hehehe... serius masa nie bnyk baju2 kurung aku dh sendat kat prut n pinggul...aku niekn pear shape so bila mokmoks yg cpt naik adalah pinggul... yg kanan tu baju yg sama la kan unless ko rabun mcm aku nie hah ... tp kali nie dh selesa n jass naiseee sajork bila pakai..

hah...abaikan la pic kiri yg mcm aku pun tak tau dh mcm apakan... very der hazab T_T rasanye pic tu awal 2013 kot rasa...hish masyallah aim kat prut tu hah...waaaaaaa~~~ apakn?? apakn?? apakn?? pic yg kanan tu, prut still yg membonjol2 jgk tp x sehaxab yg kiri tulah...tu rasa nye after 1 month something jek aku diet... 

Hoh yang nie pic2 latest la gamaknye... yg kiri nie middle of last month.. yg tgh like early of this month n yg kanan tu last week sajork... even idok ler mengkurus mcm gisele ker miranda kerr ker adek Ral ker tp at least aku puas ati ler gan effort aku n outcome die... ko dah gumuks bertahun2 lamanye tak kan lah diet 4 bulan dah jd kurus melidi...agak2 lah kn... baju2 kurung sume dh blh pakai smuler..jeans aku dh longgar (yipeeeee) dulu pakai jeans dorothy perkins saiz 18 la nie blh muat saiz 14 hehehe... so Ariana rose mawar jangan give up yea..jom kita lari2 saujana hijau lagi... panjat2 broga (lama giler x panjat dh rasaye) berbody jam n berbody combat n berkak jillian lagi yokk... nah amik nie pesanan penaja tuk tahun 2014...

Ariana Rose mawar jgn macam-macam ekk... ko kalo malas2 sgt nak work out n jaga makan nnt suh abg kobie gigit betis mungil ko tu... x pun suh adek nienie rempan sengayut hahahha.... daaaa..xoxo 

If it's MEANT TOO BE!!

I hold on soooooo dearly to this in every aspect in life... Life is full of surprise and Allah works in mysterious ways... So people keep on have FAITH in life you'll never know what is going to happen in the future... Oh 2014 I'm sooooo looking forward to meet you n you too serendipity... wink..wink.. hehehehe...okiess.....daaaaa ^_^

p/s = Adek F jgn lupe pinang ai next year hahaha... :p mamposss smpi tua andartu hikhikhik... but hey life is full of unpredictable series of events kn..so keep the faith...

THE SIMPLE THING...

Oh simple thing where have you gone?
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

Strangers, AGAIN!!!!!

“Our lives will continue on different directions toward the inevitable end, becoming strangers, again. And everything we shared will just become fragmented memories…from so long ago, I’ll question if it even really happened. And all that will be left is this, a box of random stuff, from a fated period of time when this stranger was the most important person in my life.”

So there we go again~~~ YOU & ME WE ARE STRANGER...

A wedding & Movie Marathon & zzzzz....

Last month I attended  ctot's cousin wedding reception...and it was held at Kelana Jaya... I did went for their wedding solemnization way back in June or July if I'm not mistaken. Biasa kalo dengan family ctot opcos ler datang not just for makan2 sajorkkk... kami2 yg anak2 dara nie kena mencemar duli menjadi gadis2 pemberi goodies bag. 

selain menjalankan tugas kami2 nie pun bergedix2 bergambar sana sini lah... mcm biasa acu sebagai ketua gadis2 goodies bag mmg havoc lah... si nabilah nurse yang balik kerje shift malam pun gigih jugak dtg siang tu... sian die skrg slalu kena shift mlm..

Modern wedding skrg nie mmg ada mcm2 props... makcik n pakcik sporting giler ber Mrs & Mr bagai... aku nie ske tgk mak n bapak ctot nie cos mak ctot nie very ler garang n riuh rendah tp bapak die relax n cool jek... even dieorg tak ber'abg2 sayang pun cos they called each other by their own name jek & makcik slalu membebel kat pakcik n pakcik slalu cracked unfunny jokes to makcik (ktorg pun terpaksa jek gelak kdg2 hehehe) tp they understand each other better dari pasangan husband & wife modern skrg yg gedix2 ni... persefahaman tu very subjective kan... bergaduh slalu bukan bermaksud tak sayang, ber'kau aku bukan bermaksud tak romantik btl tak??? Oh both of them really remind me of  Acix Nana & Yusman Fad abgkilat2 hahahah Mi-Shah & cik Mat jugak hihihih... *hish hati sendiri plak yg sayu tetibe (very der mengong lah aku nie) 

Nota kaki = kepada bakal laki saya, saya kuat ketawa n suka berangan n merepek2 kdg2 n ske sedey x tentu pasal n family saya nie is like a big jigsaw puzzle so kalo kawen dengan saya harap dapat bersabar n cuba faham saya yek!!!! n I will do the same thing to U too ^_^

(perlu lah kan ada benda alah nie -_-" )

Ok habis bab kawen2 so balik dari event tu aku trus balik kg BB lah...actuallykan siang tu dieorg sumer pi magic river tau n aku opcos ler tak hekot hukhukhuk...mlm tu pas dinner n lepak2 sembang tetibe dtg idea nak tgk movie citer hantuuuuuu.... so malam n siang besoknye jugak tu ber movie marathon ler kami....aku nie ske nk tgk citer hantu tppppppppppp....hehehehe bila part2 mcm hantu nk kuar or seram2 tu aku tgk la permandangan alam sekitar aku hahahhaa.... slalunye yg menjadi hantu adalah org2 yg berada d sekeliling la gamaknye...kami semua terbonkang2 time bermovie marathon nie... aku mampu bertahan 1 movie sajorkkkk n time movie kedua tu half way aku dah sampai london dah hahaha... apa lagi zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz....... Okies la tu jek yg nk citer hikhik..daaaaaa....xoxo

Exam Paper & Coffee & Dinner & Bff

Nie entry peram actually tp since aku dh buat draf so aku decide tuk publish kan sajorkkk la yek hehehe.... 1 fine evening couple of weeks ago ctotnye singgah opis aku ler cos katanye die nk ke Mid Val coz nak attend this event with clinique cosmetic tu... since I'm not in a very good mood at that time n she said I NEED A PROPER DINNER N A GOOD LISTENER so aku pegi ler hehe... while waiting for her to finish the event aku lepak lah kat starbuck to grab some caramel frap (wajib with coffee base hokay baru ada kicked) n tiramisu n mark my student's exam papers... waaaaa~~~ to my surprise very der productive lah wei menanda kat situ...should do more often lah mcm gini hikhikhik hish very der plastic  ~~ oh tiramisu kat situ is not my cup of tea lah *drolling teringat tiramisu kat Alexis hukhukhuk minus the cognac lah opcos....

Once the event habis, ngam2 la dah waktu dinner so we went resto hunting for food lah...at first nak pi tenpayaki sajork cos dh lama tak cekik bnd alah tu tp smpi jek mak aiiii bersusun wei org n bnyk menu yg dh abis sooooo we decide tuk pegi Pasta Zanmai la macam tu....rasanye mmg dh lama giler x g pasta zanmai nie n bnyk menu die dh berubah hukhuk... actually menu resto nie more to fusion lah..a mix of japanese & Italian pnya food..mcm kat atas nie ala2 miso based soup with mushroom & lala mcm tu tp noodle die buka udon tau tp spaghetti...serious sedap very the refreshing gitew... ctot suke la nie.  

Nie aku punya Omurice with beef in teriyaki sauce .... sedapppppppppp weiiiii.... tp aku rasa portion die bnyk lah cos aku serius tak abis...yg nie aku amik set so it comes with salad n miso soup... rugi kalo tak amik set cos just tambah 2 or 3 hengget sajorkkk... oh vinaigrette tuk salad die sedap very der nutty2 skit rasa die..

Yang in appetizer kami... portobello mushroom with smoked salmon... ctot suke gilerrrrrr bnda lah ini n aku pong ske gak actually hehehe... salmon die mmg melt lah dlm mulut... sesiapa yg diet aku rekemen korg cekik bnd nie.. makan seploh pong tak nangis hahaha.... ^_^ sambil makan tu apa lg duk pok pet pok pet lah molot kami2 nie... even aku n ctot 1 tempat keje tp kami jarang jumpa tau cos kami len depart, departing department hehehehe.... so once in a while kalo dpt lunch or dinner date mmg meriah la berciter bagai, kita kenalah slalu make time for our BFF hokay even kita busy mcm maner pun... so jgn luper yek nnt g singgah pasta zanmai nie g makan2 yek... hish rindu plak aku nak g plaza damas mencekik kat Aji Don Alley tu... seee kan aku dh kata aku sukeeeeee makannnnnn.... yelah2 nnt aku workout ler lebey2 kalo mkan banyak2 hehehe..okiessss..daaaaaa...xoxo