Forget the WORLD~~~

"If I lay here, If I just lay here, Would you lie with me And just FORGET THE WORLD"

Life is hard sometimes, it is even harder when people around you don't understand it. Sometimes you ego is the brick wall that separate you from others. But then when your pride is the only thing you have, then sometimes it's all that matter. 

Kadang kala yang terbaik  adalah berbaring dan pejam mata, lupa kan dunia sejenak..besok pagi kita galas semula masalah dan teruskan kehidupan...hidup ini tak mudah tapi....

"Allah tidak akan membebankan seseorang melainkan apa yang dia mampu (Al-Baqarah: 286)"

Jadi kena lah yakin, Insyallah ada hikmahnya...

My Greatest MEMORY~~

Today was the best day of my life
I found a road back to remind me of you
The world keeps turning over,
Wish I could have you closer,
Of every moment lived so far,

This is my greatest memory,
You by my side,
I can picture you here with me, 
and if I tried, this cant be a crime, 
at least I can hold you in my mind.

MAK, U r my greatest memory, even though l can no longer hold you in my hand, at least l can 

hold you in my mind... Miss you..Al-Fatihah.

Heyyyyyyyy YOU!!!!!

cr: http://awkwardnbeautiful.blogspot.com

Hey You, l just met you but hey I envy You

Hey You, I envy your life, It looks so much fun to live in it.

Hey You, I envy your attitude,your positivity and direction on how you view life.

Hey You, I envy your house, it so homey and welcoming.

Hey You, I envy your cat, she is so chubby and very tortielicious. 

But Hey, Life is always greener on the other side right???

Put smile on my FACE~~

You know, we English literature people when we want to be sarcastic to one another we ask them to READ more so they can THINK more instead of cursing here n there... This is a conversation with my ex post-colonial course mates regarding to what we as a Malaysian face right now due to our post-GE13. I think the reasons that l become very sensitive and critical about all these racism,  independent, freedom fighter, nation and nationhood issues are simply because l read TOO MANY books about it. Doing MA in Post-colonial course expose me to all of the issues together with all the theories that come along in package with it. In case some of u question, WHAT IS POSTCOLONIAL LITERATURE??

Now u know why I am sooooo all out when it comes to all of these issues... U need to read Edward Said (Orentalism) and Frantz Fanon (Black Skin White Mask) books if u want to understand what is racism from the eyes of the subjugated community especially the colonial people vice versa. U need to read  Samuel Huntington (The clash of Civilizations) if u want to understand about people's cultural and religious identities. U MUST read Llyod Fernando (Green is the Colour) to experience the racial and religious tolerance issues that set against the shadow of the 13 Mei 1969 racial riots in Kuala Lumpur.U MUST read (Scorpion Orchid) to get in touched with the races, identities n social issues during the racial tension n nationalistic upbringing in Malaya n Singapura. Trust me u must READ, READ, READ n READ..... only then u will really see with ur TRUE EYES Insyallah!!! Okies...daaaaa~~~xoxo

Sudah CUKUP sudah!!!!

Lately nie kan mmg kalo bukak fb jek macam tengok wayang, wayang PRU 13 yg tak habis2...tuduh sana tuduh sini...aku pun mula2 join the wagon gak la time first day tu...kena la meroyan skit kn (aku manusia nyah!!!) tp kn kalo dah masuk 2,3 ari pun tak abis2 ko tak muak ke ha??? dah la sblm PRU pun mcm nak roboh bergendang sana sini dah abis PRU tu duk diam2 dah la..benda dah abis kn.. tak puas ati tggu lg 5 thn la contest again... pastu kompem la isu racial sentiment d main kan..baca posting aku kat bawa nie...

Orang2 mcm kat atas buat aku rasa wei ko nie cakap tak serupa bikin la... apa nie?? ko nie Dr. Jekyll n Mr.Hyde ekk?? Sudah cukup sudah la wei... we are Malaysian, please respect each other..okiesss..daaaa~~~xoxo

Orang yang JAHAT!!!

You, with your words like knives and swords and weapons that you use against meYou have knocked me off my feet again got me feeling like I'm nothingYou, with your voice like nails on a chalkboard, calling me out when I'm woundedYou, pickin' on the weaker man

Well, you can take me down with just one single blowBut you don't know what you don't know

Someday I'll be living in a big old cityAnd all you're ever gonna be is meanSomeday I'll be big enough so you can't hit meAnd all you're ever gonna be is mean
Dalam hidup ni jangan jahat sangat dengan orang lain, Allah tak suka (actually tarak sapa pun suka lah), peribahasa melayu pun ada sebut 'buat baik di balas baik, buat jahat di balas??? sila smbg sndr ^_^. Kalau dalam agama hindu ada hukum Karma, dalam konteks Islam maybe kita blh guna adalah kifarah la yek. Kadang2 balasan tu bak kata orang skrg ALLAH bayar cash tau...tarak tunggu2 kat akhirat lagi dah..so jangan buat jahat tau. ^_^

But all you are is meanAll you are is mean and a liar and pathetic and alone in lifeAnd mean, and mean, and mean, and mean
My new mantra kalo orang buat jahat gan aku, sambil l murder him/her in my mind hehehehe...okies..daaaa..xoxo 

BIRU mata hitam KU ^_^

Mereka guna HITAM, kita ada BIRU. Kulihat BIRU didalam hatiku. Mereka LAYU kita MAJU. KITA berjaya hingga ke MERCU ! 

#LAINKALILAH

#INIKALILAHBN

Ape2 pun

Episode #PRU13 #GE13 dah tamat, smoga panjang umur kita berjumpa lagi di PRU14... Insyallah orang Johor for the next 5 years aku balik jb hokay~~~ okiesss daaaa~~~xoxo