a song for MAMA~~~~

There is a moment when suddenly i would miss my late mommy so dearly... especially when people around me talking about their mommy. eventhough i miss her so much i rarely talk about this to anybody, i rather just keep it to myself n find any moment when i'm alone and cry out loud cos i miss her so badly. it really break my heart when others talk about how their mom would do this and that for them when they go back to their home town, cooking they fave meal and bla bla bla~~~~~ but that is life. sometimes i keep on reminding myself that things would never be the same again without her around, but life must go on. life doesn't stop even when our dearest leave us. we need to collect all the pieces and move on. even things will never be the same but remember there are people who still need us in their life that don't want us to be sad and keep on pray for us to be happy.

Dear Mom,

i miss u soooo badly sometime, i wish things would go back and be the same when u are around. i feel so sad and mad about what happened to our family after u gone. but don't worry about me, i become more independent and stronger to face what ahead of me now. life treats me with kindness. i try my best to treats life with kindness as well. but once in a while i do stumble and fall but i try my best to rise again, so i shall be fine. mom, in fine day we shall meet again. till that day, i shall miss u all the way~~~~~~~

sincerely,

ur lil angel

Yosh...Let START ALL OVER agaiN~~~~

After 2 month of SILENT...Lets start all over again, in this 2 month there are so many things happened. Tomorrow i'm going to start again my DIET program. i know the word 'START' shouldn't come in the picture cos eating healthy is not something that you can just START-STOP-START-STOP mode~~~ gosh for all this 8 month i was freaking GUILTY... ITs time to take control of things and start ALL OVER AGAIN... Last year i did lost a '12 freaking kg' but i think i pilled back some in this huge soon-become-sexy body ahakssss ^_* this past week i look back and visit again all the blog that i use to go to gain knowledge about healthy eating habit and exercise routine... there is 1 girl that i really ADMIRE, she is a blogger and i diligently always go and read her blog. She is 1 HELL of a strong minded lady, she is very dedicated to lost weight and she did manage shed HUGE number of kilos and manage to maintain it. Einaz if you read this, i really admire your dedication ( i don't know if u read this or not hehehe ^_^)

This time around i really want to watch out what i eat. planning to prepare a meal to work if possible everyday so i won't eat CRAP at work. prepare all the snacking as well for the evening. Currently i'm reading 'The lazy girl's guide to losing weight and getting fit' by A.J Rochester, a very good book to read because it provide the reader with knowledge of nutritious eating habits. For exercise routine i already have all the collection of Jillian Micheal DVD (thanks to Einaz) and my fave Body Jam and Body Combat DVD. My skipping rope, yoga mat, my 1 lbs and 5 lbs dumbbells and not forgetting my abs king pro (the abs machine).

The motivation to do this actually for my babies kitty debab and chokobie. Promise them mommy going to be healthy so mommy can take care of them for the rest of their life (waaaa~~~suddenly feel SAD~~~huuuu). Another motivation to do this is actually is ermmmm because of ~~~~~~ 'Leadho Yang' my eyes panda and abang 'hujan' hahhaha (waaaaa~~~~i'm crazy over them~~nuff said) yosh i will update gradually about this eating right program. i'm so here we gooooooooooooooooooooooo~~~~~~

WiLL U mArrY mE?????

Mood sekarang adalah sangat 'lovey dovey'. Just discover this song last week when i watched my 'dark cloud leader' sang it at idol army. Potentially going to be a wedding song hahhaha.... so SWEET ^_^

G.o.o.D LoVe~~~~

This is OFFICIALLY MY G.O.O.D LUV ^_^

To sUM THIngs Up~~~~~ comE on ^_*

So many things happened last month...most of it a really happy and good memory. So below is a sum up of all the things happened. ^_^

1. Getting my Baby 'V'...

2. My nieces came to my house to spend their school holidays.

3. Diner at Equatorial Bangi with colleagues.

4. Drive back to back KL-JB-KL in 1 crazy day... @_@

5. Took my babies to vet for their 1 year vaccination (chokobie n debab)

6. Attending baby zarif (dak tomel) birthday.

7. Going back to my old obsession... yeahhhhhh~~~~~ comics, manga, anime, K-pop, J-pop and soo many other things.... happy bunny ^_^

8. Last but not least, this misfortune event when baby 'V' got admitted to the ward@workshop...huhuhu very sad. @_@

So tadaaaa...that is all the things that happened all around march. Some fun, some good and some sad...but hey that is life, that is FLAVOUR OF LIFE...xoxo ^_^

BaBy 'V'....2010 LisT...CheCk ^_^

Officially today i get my baby 'V'. One of my 2010 wish list, ALHAMDULILAH praise ALLAH for HIS blessing. 1 down so 20 something more to gooooooooooooooooooooooooo~~~~`yehaaaaaaa...ganbatei kudasai...fighting ^_^ xoxo

SpAcE OddiTy.....

This is a song that kind of stuck on my mind lately. it took me quite a long time to figure out what is this song is all about. for me this song resemble life of every human in this world, especially when we are trying to venture to our new phase in life...

This is major Tom to ground control, I'm stepping through the door

And I'm floating in a most peculiar way

And the stars look very different today

Here am I floatin' 'round my tin can far above the world

Planet Earth is blue and there's nothing I can do

Though I'm past one hundred thousand miles, I'm feeling very still
And I think my spaceship knows which way to go
Tell my wife I love her very much, she knows
Ground control to major Tom, your circuits dead, there's something wrong
Can you hear me, major Tom?
Can you hear me, major Tom?
Can you hear me, major Tom?
Can you...
Here am I sitting in my tin can far above the Moon
Planet Earth is blue and there's nothing I can do