Kerana aku menunggu mu…

Di kejauhan aku menunggu mu,
Setiap masa,
Setiap detik,
Setiap waktu tak pernah jemu,
Setiap degup jantung ini,
Kerana aku menunggu mu...

Di dalam setiap bingkisan doa,
Ku panjatkan hasrat kepada yang ESA,
Tanpa jemu tangan ini ku tadah,
Tanpa jemu mulut ini menyebut,
Tanpa jemu hati ini menginginkan,
Tanpa jemu dahi di tikar sejadah,
Kerana aku menunggu mu...

Di dalam kerinduan yang tidak berpenghujung,
Aku tetap di sini,
Aku tetap menanti,
Aku tetap setia,
Aku tetap berharap,
Kerana aku menunggu mu...

Menunggu dan menunggu dan terus menunggu,
Kerana kau ialah...

DeFinitiOn Of 'SiCkeNing'

So today ladies and gentlemen, we are going to learn about the definition of the word 'Sickening'. this is dedicated to someone in this world who make me feel that kind of feeling now.

ok lets start with looking in the dictionary about the meaning of 'SICKENING'. According to Longman Dictionary the word 'SICKENING' means

1 . Very shocking, annoying, or upsetting.

Police described it as a sickening racial attack.

Their sickening hypocrisy.

-it is sickening that- It is sickening that human beings have done this to two innocent young women.

2. Sickening thud/crash/sound etc an unpleasant sound that makes you think someone has been injured or something has been broken:

His head hit the floor with a sickening thud.There was a sickening sound of tearing metal.

3. Very unpleasant and making you feel as if you want to vomit:

The sickening stench of rotting rubbish rose into the air.

4. British English spoken making you feel jealous:

'Helen's just bought herself a huge house in the south of France.' 'God, how sickening!'

So base on that defintion i can gladly point out that my state of 'sickening' can fall on number 1 and 3. why this feeling of sickening arise it is because certain people just don't know how behave themself and don't have a proper ethical principle on socially mingle with people around them. nuff said.

NOTA PERINGATAN PADA DIRI SENDIRI:-

DEAR AL-MIGHTY ALLAH please give me more patience in this life, so i can deal with all this unethical and moron people.

And last but not least....read this people and learn k...

.....semoga anda memiliki kebahagiaan yang cukup untuk membuatkan diri anda menarik, percubaan yang cukup untuk membuatkan anda kuat, kesedihan yang cukup untuk memastikan anda adalah seorang insan dan harapan yang cukup untuk membuatkan anda bahagia..

Don't Know WHy.....

yuhuuu....

spend a very quality sunday today i guess, old fashion lazy sunday. listening to my fave songs and playing with kitty. despite this old lazy sunday, there are tons and tons of work that suppose to be done yea..huhu just don't get the momentum to start..(come on girl, u can do it). wanna share some lyric with you all, by my fave singer NOrah JOnes, listen to this song like a gazillion time today, it's perfect because it raining today n this song just set the mood up hahaha....

I waited 'til I saw the sun

I don't know why I didn't come

I left you by the house of fun

I don't know why I didn't come

I don't know why I didn't come

When I saw the break of day

I wished that I could fly away

Instead of kneeling in the sand

Catching teardrops in my hand

My heart is drenched in wine

But you'll be on my mind

Forever

Out across the endless sea

I would die in ecstasy

But I'll be a bag of bones

Driving down the road along

My heart is drenched in wine

But you'll be on my mind

Forever

Something has to make you run

I don't know why I didn't come

I feel as empty as a drum

I don't know why I didn't come

I don't know why I didn't come

I don't know why I didn't come

this song is sad and romantic i guess hahhaha... (being a mellow me) it is because sometimes you just don't know why you didn't do something that you should do. especially when that something is going to hunt you for the rest of your life.... but life is about choice... and choice is painful... well as human making choices in life are routine... just make sure you make the right choices... then everything will be ok i guess?.... ermmm....maybe NOT hahaha...please read this...

Buat pilihan… tolong pilih satu sahaja,

jangan ambil semua..

kenapa satu sahaja yang dibenarkan,

alangkah baik diberikan semua..

itulah lumrahnya di dunia ini,

perlu memilih dan dipilih..

diasingkan dari rumpun,

bersendirian..

jika semua kita bolot,

apa pula habuan yang lain…

hendak memilih ada caranya,

tepuk dada tanya selera…

ikut hati mati, ikut nafsu lesu..