LUv soNG....ANyOne???

Seharian aku mendengarkan lagu cinta mellow mellow mellow mellow mellow…

Kenapa lagu cinta nggak ada habis-habisnya, yah?

Dari jazz sampai rock, semua aliran musik ngomongin cinta melulu

Di tv ada yang jatuh cinta tapi ada yang cerai melulu

Dari yang cinta monyet sampai cinta yang lebih tua dari monyet (apa ya?)

Ada yang terang-terangan tapi ada yang sembunyi sembunyi

Katanya cinta.. kok malah sembunyi?

Katanya cinta sejati,

Katanya cinta terakhir,

Katanya….. bla bla bla….

Pe kate Haku: mcm nak t’gelak bace poem nie hehe….. (ok dah t’gelak pun haha…) dis poem seems funny but kalo d lihat mksd t’sirat nye…gosh there is HUGE meaning in it man!!!!….or only literary minded ppl like me jer kot yg nmpk all dat??? I reAlly like the part where 'Katanye cinta...kok malah sembunyi?'... yup For me, if u luv someone show it... express it... live it... dah name nye pun cinta... so tunjuK la ape Susah kn... idup nie dh sedia Kala rumiT so tlg jgn MerumiT kn lg keadAan nye... okies... Tu nOta PeringaTan Tuk sUmer Org yeK... haKu dh SerIK bab SembunYi2 nIe... PEdiH nye MenyentaP Ulu ati n MangsA yg Teraniaya adaLah RamAi...

TInGGaL Kan aKu...

tIngGaL kaN aKu….

Jangan lihat aku dari luaran yang berseri. Sinar seri itu akan hilang juga bila aku menampi usia menghampiri hari tua. Ia sementara dan ia boleh membawa pudar rasa. Jika keunggulan wajah yang dikau cari, tinggalkan aku.

Jangan lihat aku pada gerak geri ku yang kurang engkau suka. Aku bergerak pada nada manja keselesaan ku. Aku ketawa pada takat gempar kegembiraanku. Aku menitiskan air mata picis pada sentuhan salju hatiku. Jika manusia kebal tanpa perasaan dan tinggi ego yang dikau cari, tinggalkan aku..

Jangan lihat aku dari kata-kataku yang bersahaja. Bait-bait kekata itu sebenarnya adalah pertahanan diri ku terhadap kekecewaan dan salah langkah mengenal manusia. Jika lidah manis bergula yang dikau cari, tinggalkan aku.

P/s = erMM…waT i’m is wHo i’m…taKE it Or LEAVE it. We caN’t pLeazE evryOnE, Coz SumTime wE can’T eveN beINg abLE 2 pLeazE oUrseLF…So wHy botHer. CoZ at Da end wE Juz Got ‘Me, mySelf N i’…DepeNds On othErs arE juz Won’T woRk… ‘ H-O-P-E’, maKe SurE u BuiLD it uPon ‘UrseLf’ n Not otHErs…Am i beInG sElfcenTed?? Or JudGemeNtal?? Put UrseLf In ‘MY SHOES’ thAn u KnW how It FeeLs… N iF ur FeeT can’T fit IN to ‘MY SHOES’ theN LEAVE it ALONE coz it Only GoNNA hurt UR FEEt N torN up ‘MY SHOES’…Datz Why DA ALMIGHTY creATed ‘SHOES’ in MAny sizEs so U caN chOOse WhiCh ‘SHOES’ suiT u Da Most…Ermm…Too MaNY ‘MeTafoRIcaL ExTenSioN’ i Guess…weLL dat Is da BEAUTY of LangguaGE… So Once AgaIN if UR FEET can’T fit IN to ‘MY SHOES’ PlZ…pLz…PLZ…LEAVE it ALONE!!!!!

revolusi kehidupan yg baru.....

It's the chance of life, get ready, set, fly high.

But the fear of your mind, go for it.

It's hit or miss, too late for you to quit.

You gotta show 'em how bad you really want this, so...

Live your dream, it's not as hard as it may seem.

You gotta work together, dream, on hopes that you will seem,

From your fears, you have to win yourself.

It's all or nothing, if you're everything...

Are what you believe, you got to bring the dreams.

Set the pace, competitions take the lead.

This is it, all eyes on you.

So stay on point and prove,

that you deserve whats long overdue.

Live your dream, it's not as hard as it may seem.

You gotta work together, dream, on hopes that you will seem,

From your fears, you have to win yourself.

It's all or nothing, if you're everything...

The hardest to recovery,

From the heartache of another kind,

I'm still drying my tears.

Getting over my own fears in my life.

So I wanna make sure this time that I'm strong enough,

To give it my all...

Live your dream, it's not as hard as it may seem.

You gotta work together, dream, on hopes that you will seem,

From your fears, you have to win yourself.

It's all or nothing, if you're everything...

So you gotta live your dreams,

So don't you be afraid.

Just set the pace, and take the lead,

It's your time to shine.

P/S = Action speak louder than words... nuff said. ganbatei kudasai... first mission is already on the way and i see some result already... ( trust me, the feeling is better than falling in love.. hahahah....watever, by the way DP you better watch out...next 2 month i'm going to get the 12 instead of the 14 hehehehe....happy 1000000x...). just i'm worry about the second mission, gosh my brain n my hand n my butt doesn't seem want to work together yet...huhuhu... but will work on it... currently on the JM spirit hahaha... tp malas gak kadang2...nak jadi cam einaz tp huhuhu... hampeh jek haku nie.... bak kate JM 'unless you faint, puke or die...dont stop moving' hahaha...cruel giles but it work like hell... trust me on that.... JM spirit all the way.......

Kerana aku menunggu mu…

Di kejauhan aku menunggu mu,
Setiap masa,
Setiap detik,
Setiap waktu tak pernah jemu,
Setiap degup jantung ini,
Kerana aku menunggu mu...

Di dalam setiap bingkisan doa,
Ku panjatkan hasrat kepada yang ESA,
Tanpa jemu tangan ini ku tadah,
Tanpa jemu mulut ini menyebut,
Tanpa jemu hati ini menginginkan,
Tanpa jemu dahi di tikar sejadah,
Kerana aku menunggu mu...

Di dalam kerinduan yang tidak berpenghujung,
Aku tetap di sini,
Aku tetap menanti,
Aku tetap setia,
Aku tetap berharap,
Kerana aku menunggu mu...

Menunggu dan menunggu dan terus menunggu,
Kerana kau ialah...

DeFinitiOn Of 'SiCkeNing'

So today ladies and gentlemen, we are going to learn about the definition of the word 'Sickening'. this is dedicated to someone in this world who make me feel that kind of feeling now.

ok lets start with looking in the dictionary about the meaning of 'SICKENING'. According to Longman Dictionary the word 'SICKENING' means

1 . Very shocking, annoying, or upsetting.

Police described it as a sickening racial attack.

Their sickening hypocrisy.

-it is sickening that- It is sickening that human beings have done this to two innocent young women.

2. Sickening thud/crash/sound etc an unpleasant sound that makes you think someone has been injured or something has been broken:

His head hit the floor with a sickening thud.There was a sickening sound of tearing metal.

3. Very unpleasant and making you feel as if you want to vomit:

The sickening stench of rotting rubbish rose into the air.

4. British English spoken making you feel jealous:

'Helen's just bought herself a huge house in the south of France.' 'God, how sickening!'

So base on that defintion i can gladly point out that my state of 'sickening' can fall on number 1 and 3. why this feeling of sickening arise it is because certain people just don't know how behave themself and don't have a proper ethical principle on socially mingle with people around them. nuff said.

NOTA PERINGATAN PADA DIRI SENDIRI:-

DEAR AL-MIGHTY ALLAH please give me more patience in this life, so i can deal with all this unethical and moron people.

And last but not least....read this people and learn k...

.....semoga anda memiliki kebahagiaan yang cukup untuk membuatkan diri anda menarik, percubaan yang cukup untuk membuatkan anda kuat, kesedihan yang cukup untuk memastikan anda adalah seorang insan dan harapan yang cukup untuk membuatkan anda bahagia..

Don't Know WHy.....

yuhuuu....

spend a very quality sunday today i guess, old fashion lazy sunday. listening to my fave songs and playing with kitty. despite this old lazy sunday, there are tons and tons of work that suppose to be done yea..huhu just don't get the momentum to start..(come on girl, u can do it). wanna share some lyric with you all, by my fave singer NOrah JOnes, listen to this song like a gazillion time today, it's perfect because it raining today n this song just set the mood up hahaha....

I waited 'til I saw the sun

I don't know why I didn't come

I left you by the house of fun

I don't know why I didn't come

I don't know why I didn't come

When I saw the break of day

I wished that I could fly away

Instead of kneeling in the sand

Catching teardrops in my hand

My heart is drenched in wine

But you'll be on my mind

Forever

Out across the endless sea

I would die in ecstasy

But I'll be a bag of bones

Driving down the road along

My heart is drenched in wine

But you'll be on my mind

Forever

Something has to make you run

I don't know why I didn't come

I feel as empty as a drum

I don't know why I didn't come

I don't know why I didn't come

I don't know why I didn't come

this song is sad and romantic i guess hahhaha... (being a mellow me) it is because sometimes you just don't know why you didn't do something that you should do. especially when that something is going to hunt you for the rest of your life.... but life is about choice... and choice is painful... well as human making choices in life are routine... just make sure you make the right choices... then everything will be ok i guess?.... ermmm....maybe NOT hahaha...please read this...

Buat pilihan… tolong pilih satu sahaja,

jangan ambil semua..

kenapa satu sahaja yang dibenarkan,

alangkah baik diberikan semua..

itulah lumrahnya di dunia ini,

perlu memilih dan dipilih..

diasingkan dari rumpun,

bersendirian..

jika semua kita bolot,

apa pula habuan yang lain…

hendak memilih ada caranya,

tepuk dada tanya selera…

ikut hati mati, ikut nafsu lesu..